i have found that by learning the Trivium method, i was able to clear up much of the contradiction that allows me clear sight when trying to find error and deceit. eliminating the purgatory of confusion or cognitive dissonance. when people disagree with the logical outcome of the processed facts then there is an error or a deceit. one of us is mistaken or not being truthful, sometimes with ourselves. sticking to the process forces the truth out. trauma or no. thank you.