There could be worse thing to be addictive to than Steemit lol
Ive never understood really about what it must be like to have an addictive personality. I have always been able to stop a habit almost instantly.
I used to drink a lot until my doctor told me that I was actually allergic t alcohol and this explained why I got so angry when I drank. He told me to stop as best I could From that day on I never drank a again. My doctor was amazed. Ive never had any trouble at all in changing my habits so I just cant relate to your woes there but I can sympathize for sure.