Holy F this holiday was a train wreck! So over the charade. And, my vaporizer decided to kick the bucket! Glad to have oral thc drop on hand. My teenagers just don't even like this holiday! 'It's just another day mom' 'clothes suck as gifts' (even though they are needed) fuck it. I am taking the clothes back to the store!! Totally over it. Might be bipolar but screw it. 'Christmas always sucks mom' And, i tried so hard to make it special. Their other gift, (a night at a hotel with waterslides & cousins) cancelled. Boom! Just done with it. Gifts for nieces and nephews, a book written by a guy who lives in the community. He signed each book with kids names. Whatever, i hope they enjoy them. Have to plan something different next year. Learn. Let go. Move on. (Just couldn't stay away from this place!! Haha had to swing by for a bit. No internet is damn near impossible it seems!!)