Low battery, or When it is too much
Hello, guys.
It is not the kind of post you used to see in my blog. It is not about photography or travels, or contest. It is about the real me.
If it is a real me, it is too much for me then. Too much information, events, duties, emotions, words, thoughts... I can't manage it all, can't be genuine, honest, deep, sensual, with everyone, in every situation. I can't fit many things, relations in my hands or in my minds. And I want to! I'd like to... And the harder I try, the worse I do. I just can't fit it all. I still can be fast, superficial, and detached. But I don't want to go that way.
For me, it is impossible to be creative without inspiration, to do things without sharing a part of you, giving away the part of you. I give more, and I take more. But now it is the moment, when I feel that I give too fast, or take too slowly.
All I need is just a pause to charge up. Without promises, excuses and expectations. Seems like situation repeats once in a year, yes and no, life changes and we also are changing. We all are looking forward the next hardfork. Hope it all gets better.
I wish to let you know, that all my thoughts are still with you, my good friends. I will be supporting you, but from a little distance. And I know there are at least 2 people who know what I mean, it is @dkkarolien and @veryspider.
Thank you for coming along today, for your support, encouraging and good words. I hope you enjoyed the photographs. They are captured by me. I wish you a nice summer!
Take care,
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Such beautiful sunflowers, the seeds are close to being
fully charged by nature. Nature is the best recharger especially
if one can go barefoot in a nice creek with some pretty rocks!
Take good care ❤ @zirochka! Happy full charge my friend!
I love your way, my dear @shasta <3
Yes, you are absolutely right. Nature is the best charger, as we all are (were) part of It. Thank you for your wishes! I'm going to go barefoot in a sea soon, my countdown is going on. Just 4 and half days left :) CU!
Oh, my dear woman! I do know what you mean and as much as I hate to admit it, I have been there more times than I can count.
It is so hard to be somebody for everyone and as much as I would love to be genuine, thoughtful, kind and all those other things, it is impossible to do that all the time and cope with everyday life, especially when trying to decide to move or not, getting ready to go away for a month, although, it won't be for 7 weeks yet (oh, but, time flies!) leave some kids behind, most worrisome of all, even if they are old enough, it is the thoughts of being out of the country that is distressing me, even though I have done it before and left them.
How silly of me.
I wish you well and have a wonderful rest, some peace and recharge - just don't forget me! I may be gone by the time you get back, but, I will return late November. Just in time for Thanksgiving here in the States.
As always, your images strike a chord, your sunflower is sooo, hmmm tired and a little sad. Being picked over and sort of resonates with me. :)
Be well~ I'll miss your sunshine attitude! Denise
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I've been thinking for so long what to write in reply ... All of us are tested by life once in a while. Some are stronger, wiser, adapted, some aren't. At the moment I feel just emptiness, have nothing to share, so ... It is strange because it always happens in summer. Probably, I should plan vacations on earlier time, not when I am exhausted too much. Just like my sunflowers :)
In fact, I miss all this daily life here already, but just can't make myself do something, like a speechless.. And I will miss our chats so very much, and it's so sad to hear you'll leave too. Hope because of a good reason. Anyway, wish you all the best from the bottom of my heart, and see you!!
Love,
Halyna
Главное с паузами не затягивать, и не сомниваться в своих решениях, которые приходят в эти паузы. Очень важно делать то, что хочеться. И Паузы здесь очень важны. Ведь только в паузах мы понимаем чего же мы хотим :) Буду ждать Выхода. Уверен, что у Вас все будет замечательно.
Да. Согласна. Встретимся после ХФ!
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Sometimes it´s hard to do things at once, in our minds kep on thinmkin g to do so many things but all at once is impossible... so we need to make things in slower pace... I wish you all the luckl!
Thank you, @mers!
We all are humans and we need time for ourselves.
Can only agree
@zirochka I do know what you mean. I'm a duplicate of you. Give so much it's exhausting. And as the clock is ticking for the impending trip to India I find myself not coping with all the demands and have to keep telling myself two more days. But often it's friends that put these stresses on one and saying no is near impossible. At the moment I'm stretching myself to be genuine and civil and nice all at once. It's not easy. I'm tired and worried about leaving my (young adult) kids behind. We live in a country that's not their own and I worry for when we won't be here although I know that they will be fine. I raised them to be fine in times like these. Enough of me. Your pause to recharge is soon if I remember correctly. Use it wise. Like you say, creative people needs inspiration. We need a muse. We need to pause and think and assimilate all the emotions, duties, words and thoughts. I wish you a beautiful day /evening. It's 9pm here and after my long day I'm almost ready for bed. ❤️
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Oh, dear! One more day for you, and 4 more days for me )) Often, we know that we get by all this, but can't help trying and struggling. Not sure what is it - an instinct or education...
Anyway, I do wish you to have an incredible day! And let your trip will be just as you want - relaxing or active, but the most important you'd enjoy it!
CU!
I know, what you mean, dear @zirochka, because sometimes I feel the same. Especially now in the Summertime it's so hard to do all I should do, and also to do my daily posting.
So, make a pause and charge your batteries. Take your time, but not too long, that you don't forget us ;)
The sunflowers are so beautiful, but they look so sad, and so am I ... sad, not beautiful ;) ... but I know, we will meet again here soon 😊
Yes, the time to change "I'd do" with "I want to do" has come.
Thank you so much for being such a nice person! CU :)
You are very much welcome, dear @zirochka, hope to see you soon again :)
Very nice picture...
Glad to hear that
Amazing shorts @zirochka, it look like very besutiful thanks for sharing
Thank you, @bhattg