CAUGHT BY THE UNEXPECTED

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I was caught by the things of the heart.
Never knew I could fall so easily
How could this be porous like Chelsea defense
I have the right attackers in place.
Guess this was not strong enough to hold you back
My formation was couldn't stand for long

All I have gotten was all games
Seal the heart with an emotional blacksmith
So tight, you will see in any holes like a gold bar
You came with a WILL and you are your own SMITH
How can I say No, when Willow gave me a Pillow
I laid my thought to rest with hope of self defense of silence

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Please I am not prepared for this
You came into my life as a surprise
This was beyond friendship I could handle
Slipped into my mind and conquer my heart.
A bloodless coup with no one to shed me
Despite much preparation, I failed at last

Should I be happy or sad
Yesterday was the dream
Today is the defeat
Tomorrow is the future.
I can hold on to you and see where this gets me.
A new year with refreshed plans
And you became part of my plans.
I guess this the light at the end of the tunnel