Hey there!!
Yes Spain is a good destination to start because there are so many likeminded people and also very alternative. I sincerely think its the best place that can serve as a big mirror to yourself; who are you really, what do you really want to do in this lifetime. Now with the language, I think it would be an amazing asset for you to gain and a language that is spoken in many countries so it will serve you quite a bit :) Spanish isn't difficult and I'm sure you'd manage fine. I learned to speak spanish here in Spain so.....do it!!! Be courageous and believe in yourself <3 if you have any other questions, I'd gladly answer them. xxx