My twisted fantasy

I had always wanted to fit into fiction casts, i read every piece that came my way, i wanted to find me, i was tired of her.
She was always beautiful, her smile would always take his breath away as she had this perfect dentition, he would always want to look into her eyes because they were pure.
she can have any man she wants with her supple breast and well carved curves, and her inviting voice crowned it all.
I need a place for me, i know nothing is wrong with me, just that he wouldn't want to look into my eyes because they are permanently swollen from all the nights I've cried and my breasts could be likened to fallen heroes.
I would have had a killer smile but my step mother made it mission impossible the morning she slapped my tooth out of place when it was 4:02 and i wasn't up from my bed.
Please don't look at my skin, every mistake i ever made has its story on it.
Don't even imagine i have a beautiful voice, i never had an opportunity to complete my words and most times I'm too scared to speak, i stammer.
I write to fiction writers, i want to see me in your piece.

My twisted fantasy...