**Gone for so long - part 2**

Good morning people. It’s a wonderful day here in Austria. ☀️

So, I'm continuing with my story. If you didn’t read the first part, here is the link, if you want to catch up.

https://steemit.com/life/@tinabrezpike/gone-for-so-long-part-one

I ended my story pretty drastically so let's continue.

I was sick and with such high fever I was not able to function. Next morning my stomach started to hurt. Very intensive pain and I wasn’t sure what is going on but I thought maybe is that because of the pills I was taking for this high fiver. But then all of a sudden the cramps started and I began to vomit. All night. In the morning that part ended but I still couldn't eat. My fever was still very high. But it was weekend so I didn’t go to the doctor. I was sure that is just some virus. I decided to try to eat some lunch, but second later I was running to the bathroom. Diarrhea and vomiting started again. Much more intensive than in the night. I didn’t eat all day but it still didn’t end.
Next day I decided its time to go to the doctor. She gave me some pills and said its maybe food poising. I didn’t say anything, I just take the pills and go home. Food poising…How? I didn’t eat just some bananas and tea. And my husband was all right. So what? It was still the same. I was without energy, it was really bad. It was time to visit my gastroenterologist. He taked my blood and runed some test and he was really surprised. He asked me how long it's this been going on and why I didn’t come earlier. I said I can't drive and my husband was working all weekend. He gave me infusion and some pills and he said I a few days I need to come back. I went home, try to eat something but still, I couldn't keep food in my stomach. I was trying with light food like mixing bananas and apples but wasn’t helping. I was really scared and I lost 2 kg in 4 days. That wasn’t good.

My boss called me when I come back and how did I decide. I told him about my condition and that this week too I need to stay home. He didn’t said anything, just ok. The situation was getting worse. Next day my doctor called. All my test came back and I need to come immediately. Diagnosis - My Morbus Chron is active again. Great. I was devastated because this time was really bad. I did not want to stay in the hospital, so I asked him if I could go home because until we decide what kind of treatment we will begin, we can't do anything. He sends me home with some new pills. So I was laying all day and sleeping and running to the bathroom all the time. I couldn't walk because I had wounds and it was burning like hell. I need to say I was crying when I was sitting on the toilet. It hurt so much. My husband was so supportive. He cooked for me, though it all ended in a toilet. I was really scared because I lost another 2 kg. This has now been happening for about 2 weeks. Every girl's dreams, but for me was a nightmare. I know why that happened. It was really shocking for me because I lost my job, and stress always activates my disease.

Then my boss called again. We have decided that your contract expires in 6 weeks and then you are gone. I was so sad. They didn’t offer another job. So now I was 100% sure why they fired me but I didn't put much thought in that, because I just wanted to be healthy again.
I decided it's time to try something different because the pills didn't help. Weed is still illegal in Austria but you can buy CBD oil and I found THC oil regardless that is illegal. Every morning I take one drop of oil and I couldn't believe that I was able to it without running to the bathroom. Nevertheless, after two hours, It started again, but at least I wasn't hungry and I could sleep for about 4 hours without pains in my stomach. Unfortunately, I was still losing my weight and I couldn't eat normal food but I still hoped it would be better soon.

And of course, that wasn't enough, because the next day another disaster happened.

It’s time to end part 2 but I will be back with part 3. Very soon. 🦋

Thank you guys for reading. 😘

Nice Sunday to everyone. ☀️☀️

With love, @tinabrezpike ❤️

My love and support 😘🐕🦋❤️