Blog, Charleston photos, Paintings I'm working on, and My Actifit Report Card: April 25 2019
I almost forgot to post my active fit score today.
For exercise today I walked through Charleston, and went on and run around my neighborhood. About 2 hours total. Some of my steps might be from the early morning of last night.
Today's been a really rough day, feels the last week has been extremely difficult. I don't know why my emotions have to get away they are. Actually, I guess I do know why. I am very lonely and I do not know how to speak to people in Connect. If I was to tell someone my problems or put it in the simplest of terms I would say I'm as close to autistic as you can get without being autistic and I've just been isolated for so long that I feel so different from everybody else and I feel like my experiences are so different from everyone else's that I have no idea how to approach anyone. And I don't even want or like talking with new people and normal people and so I stay alone.
I went to Charleston and spoke to my therapist and, and speaking to him almost makes it worse because I know what I need to be around and to be with people and girls and it is not talking to a therapist. It's having someone out with me when I'm trying to engage with the world someone to help me step through it. I don't know, I just don't want to be alone. I feel alone even when I'm around people.
Before I saw him I went to the coffee shop I always go to and I practiced drawing on my Wacom tablet, I'm trying to get colors right on my illustration but I'm not really getting there. I drew a cartoon red panda and sloth and trying to figure out how to color them has been very difficult. Because they shouldn't be colored realistically but I want some something that looks correct I don't know how to explain.
I'll post those pretty soon.
STILL WORKING ON THIS ONE...
AND THIS IS ANOTHER PAINTING IM PLAYING WITH. NO WHERE NEAR COMPLETE
ALSO
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those artworks are looking cool, i hope you post pictures when they're finished.
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