thank you, dear, you have given so much time for my question! <3<3
(adore these hearts;)))

This is one more question where I agree with you and send you a kiss;)
I'm still in the process of discovering of this Universe as well, and the more I do it, the more questions I find;)
I amn't satisfied with official answers about almost everything around us. It seems to me the official science and religion try to show us only a peak of a huge mountain, and giving their "detailed and trust-worthy" explanations they try to stop our further discoverings and analysis.

Just stop here - we've given all info you need! - these theories say, but....

Is it really so?
Is it all we need?
Is it enough?

Not for me for sure;)

And it's a paradox, but I started to think about it only some years ago, I was awoken from long sleep, I had such a feeling. And a new life of investigations and discoverings started!

Now I'm studying this life and this world using my new outlook, awoken one, and now it's much more interesting than just learning by heart all these boring and sometimes stupid official theories;)