Among so many occupations that I have and I can not cope to polish my skills in drawing

Learning to draw has been one of my goals in life, but I have not had time to get more out of this skill, in fact it's been 2 years since I bought this preciousness:

So far I have not done more than just sketching and scribbling on the computer.

I feel depressed, and today the program that I downloaded to create my own drawings keeps telling me that there are new updates and I still do not create anything official yet.

Since my childhood I liked drawing a lot, but it was in high school where a lot of things happened to me and I lost the little drawing skills that I had and from there I did not draw again, many drawing notebooks that I had were lost and I only stay this old drawing made in paint. It was for a comic character he planned to create, but it never happened.

I still work hard

There are days when I really want to draw but there is no opportunity to do it, I get depressed sometimes because I can not fulfill and finish a purpose for myself. Sometimes I have energies, sometimes not.

Today, in these days I have many occupations both personal and work, I really hope and take more space and a lot of energy for my true purposes, I will not give up with the drawing, I really want to express myself with the strokes, I want to find my own Drawing style, I want to have fun drawing.

Thank you all for your attention.

Excuse me if my English is not very good, thank you all for your support.