For year's You have been waking up each morning to go through your needed routine, until you go to sleep again. But last few days or weeks things are different. You WOKE UP, and it has nothing to do with opening your eyes, like you have done this morning. You did WOKE UP to myriad of questions that your conscious mind is starting to ask day in day out, in attempt to find answers to the state of emotions and consciousness that you've been feeling for some time. Feeling is, that it is more to the routine of you getting up every day and executing moves until night time calls you in for another round of zzzz's.

Years and years have passed and you have gained experience of movement we are calling life. There are situations that you are mentioning with pride, and also those things you would rather forget like it never happened, but now for the first time in your life, you have a sense that there is a reason to all those situations. This text is for all those of you, who like me, at one time ago WOKE UP and wanted answers on situations around me. 

So, from time to time in your life, while you were doing your daily things, you may have heard words like SPIRITUAL, NON-PYSHICAL, ENERGY, MANIFESTATION, LAW OF ATTRACTION and many others. Those are collection of words that to some of you may be new, and some of you dread at theirs mentioning. Many of those word in our society bears emotions with them that makes you discard them or not give yourself at least small amount of chance to see what is beneath the surface. Why is that? Because of those who at certain moment don’t have the ability to grasp what the subject is, so they put their label of something weird or woo-woo, and address it as that when those subject pops up in conversation through their interaction with society.

Now, like me before, you want to know the answer, why you wake up every day, why is there such things as you experience as pain or pleasure. Why for no reason at all someone would hurt me, why do I have need to indulge in this and that, and to what purpose is all that about. Before doctor can see the purpose of a certain organ, there is need to know all factors that are affecting that organ. What I’m trying to tell you is that you should see the bigger picture and from that you can derive and zoom in to each experience and gain more understanding of things.

Bleeding heart

Who am I to tell you this story and what are my credentials…. Well, let me introduce myself, my name is Tomislav, which is Slavic(Europe) name, but you may call me Tom. No I am not a cat nor do I star in new Mission Impossible, I am 31 year old Lightworker who through, as of now,  eight year long journey discovered his innate talents on spiritual subjects and found that his purpose in life  is showing you, the Light beings, which is every person on planet, the way on subjects of life and how to align yourself on your path of purpose which is unique for you.

How my journey stared, was at the end of 2009 when I was at college and fell madly in love. Because of my inability to love my self and see my self-worth, I let my uncontrolled mind, to pull me in to abyss of emotional turmoil and crash landing where there was no more room to go lower. Everything in my life was sorted out, food, clothing, everything was sorted except something that I wanted for a long time, and that wish was to have a girlfriend. Seeing that with the way I operate in my mind, my emotional future didn’t look good, because if majority of your happiness depends on other person, well you’re fu..ed. That situations in my life brought me the beginning where my eight-year transformation journey started.

Today I work as a teacher in Vocational-techical high school, I have M.A degree in mechanical engineering, and that is part of my life that I want to live behind, but trough that job and children from age of 14-18 I got my final conclusion and confirmation what is my purpose. This is short story, that can’t really bring you closer to behind the scene of what did happened to me, to be writing this to you, but everything that happened in my life from a child to this day, all makes immense sense.

So before your story can unfold with perception of direction that you are heading, what is PHYSICAL REALITY ? and how you interact whit it through your six senses (not five) every minute of your day. See my next post, which should be in video, and hopefully it will be uploaded until the end of coming week. Until then, Bye !!!!