No Rush! Just Share And Sleep

shohana1 (78)in Italy • last year

^{Greetings Everyone, This is SHOHANA From #Bangladesh}

^{Eyes Healing Green From Nature}

This is not new that I often wake up crying, anxious and that cause headache me all day long. I'm strong, I don't cry and I don't want to cry too but my absent mind or maybe something else made me cry in my sleep and wake up with serious headache for all day long. Maybe punishment of being so much strong or pretending so much strong.

Couldn’t be so much productive for the day as I had plan to publish my food blog today for this week. Unfortunately I'm already late for sleeping. Almost 12 am here. So I'm telling myself - "No rush, just share and sleep" and here I come to share how my day was so far.

^{Floral background from nature}

I woke up with a nightmare. It was about my previous hostel where I never ever want to go back. There I had some bad experience like people so much interfere in personal life and judge you like illiterate and there was illiterate chef who often torture girls by saying bad words. It cause panic attack if I think to go back there once again. Such a serious nightmare it was!

The all day long I suffer from bad headache. Even now I'm suffering. I need sound sleep to overcome this headache. I went for a walk in the morning to feel good but it doesn’t work. I tried to connect the nature that mostly heal me. It worked for a while but later the headache came back.

So I don't want to take any kind of stress and sharing this post before sleeping tonight. The day could be productive one but headache spoiled it. Wish to overcome it asap. I want to get back the energetic me once again. I want to pretend strong and want to have control over my emotions that none can take advantage of it. I'm tired of being the toy of opportunists as they took advantage and ditch me when they get better opportunity! Anyway, Good night from myside!