Human Design #38 - Coffee,Coffee,Coffee...
That's not my coffee!
I didn't have my coffee for 6 weeks (I guess). Surely it's been more than a month. At one point, I did take a tiny sip from a non-sugar long black to make my mouth bitter after I ate a cooked salmon.
You know what's funny, I'm not really a coffee drinker. I can't even finish a cup of coffee and often have to share it with my friends. But when something we used to have it and it is taken away from us, we gonna missed it. So I missed my half cup long black coffee!
Furthermore, I have some emotional relation to coffee.
This is also the reason why I missed my coffee. My late mother was a coffee drinker and oh! She took coffee like plain water. She started every morning with black coffee and she has a specific local brand (which Joe and I continuing using the same brand). Her best friend, Aunt Linda (my god-mom) will come to the house and drink it with her. She will have coffee for tea time and sometimes dinner.
A few days before she passed away, she asked if she could have her black coffee. The entire family was freaked out because her health was getting worse and I wasn't around to witness whether she did have her coffee or not. Knowing my mom, she probably had it.
When I decode the emotional attachment towards coffee, what I see is, coffee makes my late mom happy. When she's happy, I'm happy. I'm guessing, I carry that unconscious expectation when I'm with others especially with Joe. I know coffee makes her happy.
Is that necessary to make people happy at the expense of my health?
Here's the answer. I'm a Projector Type human being. When my Generator or Manifesting Generator folks feel happy and satisfy, my world is colourful! I'm drinking it together with them because that's what I did with my late mom.
Plus, have you seen Malaysian social culture? We love coffee places (from Mamak to Starbucks)! So it's all social conditioning, which Projectors are deeply attuned to. And nothing is wrong with it. It's a mundane life after all.
Since I'm on emotional healing through foods, this realisation helps me to be more aware. I may drink coffee after the 90 Days WildFit Challenge and back to the routine again... Or, I may not. That, I will leave it to my Splenic Authority (how I make every decision through my body intelligence). I guess we'll find out soon!
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Blessing to you all.
It's the social thing I do now even when alone ;) I hope it's not an irreversible habit.
I like coffee but not overdosing caffeine :) guess we are both the same!
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I'm sure it's not my friend! :D
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I am drinking my home brewed latte! Haha.. well, coffee to me is a ritual rather than something to make me awake. I can go for days and weeks (2 weeks so far) without coffee. Not to say I’m addicted but it is pleasurable to have that taste with me.
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I certainly can relate with that even though I'm not really a coffee drinker :)
It can be many things that can become a ritual for us :) some of us takes sport as such ritual 😂 which I’m hoping to reach that level
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Good luck on that my dear.
Hi there @roselifecoach ;) .. I am a huge coffee fan and I think that I drink far too much .. but I enjoy my 5 minutes of peace every morning at the balkoony while drinking one ;)
Cool. I can feel the peacefulness and the aroma of the coffee hehe
I like 2 mugs of coffee first thing in the morning so I can write...
Wow 2 mugs. What will happen if you don't drink coffee?
I go somewhere else to get some
I keep thinking I should really try giving up coffee for a while. I do really enjoy the morning ritual of it, after I have had lemon water or lately I made my first batch of beet kvass to start the day with. Perhaps with the warm weather ahead it will be a good time to try letting it go for a while in favor of cooler beverages!
Timing sounds perfect to me. I hope the changes help you. I still going to take coffee occasionally but hopefully not addicted to it.
Coffee is my life, is that normal?
Not normal. What normal is when you have to share your coffee hahaha
Okayyyy
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Since your mother was very sick near the end, I do hope she was able to enjoy her coffee, without worry, while she could. And it is so sweet that you think of her, with love, when you drink it, too. Blessings to you... 💖
Thank you @thekittygirl for the sharing. I don't know why they called it long black. The options we normally have here is americano, long black, white coffee, coffee latte and some others. Geez, now looking at the names, it does sound weird haha