I was a real life rebel, a young racing lover, I could feel the adrenaline running through my veins when riding a motorcycle hundreds of miles away, feeling the wind collide with my body was my passion. Many times I got into trouble, sometimes speeding were the reasons why I ended up imprisoned for 24 hours in a cell in the province, I was underage but one more mistake and I was going to pay dearly.


It was not something that my rebelliousness understood, I still had bruises from that recent accident while escaping from life and problems; at that moment when a car crossed my front and I fell over a precipice not very inclined but that made me roll for several seconds, even that was not enough, my body wanted more adrenaline was the only way to feel alive.


I felt deceived and abandoned, I could not understand how one brother could betray another, so I went and hit him just to scare him, surely he was going to think twice before lying to me again. I took his bike, mine was broken, and even though it was raining, I just wanted once more to feel the adrenaline and smoke on the road, that's when I found you, you literally crossed my path, so I slipped off the bike and fell on you. I was really worried, everything seemed to go in slow motion but with the total security that we were both going to hurt each other, you more for being so young and weak bones.


I saw you faint after slipping in the rain, my heart began to beat quickly, I was more afraid of having done you a very serious injury than going to jail, I did not mind paying my debts, I just wanted you to be okay, at that moment you opened a bit eyes for the rain, I captive and fall in love with your eyes, my helmet was soaked for the rain so I took it off to cry for help while I had you under the torrent rain embraced between my arms.


With time I had to settle accounts with justice, I was accused of having run over you without any justification and before they dictated sentence I was saved for your innocence and your words before the judge. I was eternally grateful to be to your side, to have the opportunity to pay my debts directly to you.


Every day that passed was something new for me, the cigar boxes always ended up in the garbage, I wanted to have a pleasant smell every time you saw me and were near me, even my clothes came to iron so that your look would be captivated in the good man that I wanted to be for you. I felt the desire to go to school to become an educated man who could love you and give you everything you wanted and needed, I began to thank everything to life, food, a new day, being able to be free but close to you to protect you from anyone who might hurt you, even from the very life that sometimes played at being cruel to you.


He was a young man devoted to his love, sometimes I was ashamed to look you in the eyes and not be able to hide what I felt for you, we were very young and you were a minor and orphan. Because of this I felt the need to protect you, make sure you ate well, work half shifts to give you new shoes, I did not tolerate other children to see you with a face of disapproval, I really did not want anyone to see you, only that made me jealous.


I knew that someone wanted to hurt you so that you could pay my debts, nobody could mess with me because they knew how to defend me, that's why they wanted to use you and hurt me. I couldn't forgive that, so my rebelliousness came back once again and the blows sent me back to the hospital where I could only think of you worried about what you were doing or what was going on in your life.


Two weeks passed and when I was discharged the first thing my soul and body felt was the need to see you and know that you were well, my surprise is that you had left perhaps forever, leaving a note of gratitude with a gift that made me cry, I had never cried, I thought I was one of those men who did not feel anything for anyone, but my heart was breaking in a thousand pieces. That day I ran towards the highest mountain, I shouted your name in tears waiting for you to hear me, but I knew that you were already far from me, even so I swore to the life I was going to find you, because you and I were predestined to be together, but that we were young, I was going to wait as long as necessary, I would become a great man for you, I would find you once more and I was going to love you forever... I shouted at the wind.

You and I have to meet again.