Life Purpose

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get confused within myself at times as the experience of mysef...and to from here go into a panic about my life and what I am doing with myself and my time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how reactions left on checked create and perpetuate more panic and discomfort within myself and this is not condusive to supporting my best development and maturity.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be a bit loose within myself in terms of the directions I am creating for my life. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing mysellf to be overly disciplined within my planning and projecting onto the future the expectations of myself and my purposes.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to freak myself out at times within self-doubt, self-pity, inferiority, inadequacy and lack of self-worth...not accepting myself here one and equal...and to within this become emotional about taking responsibility for the future of my life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get worked up and overwhelmed within thinking about the future.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get into the habbit of day dreaming as a way to problem solve today...while not realizing how this creates stagnation and postponement on my effectiveness in bringing through my best creative developments. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how i've created a coping mechanism for emotional suppressions within myself which leads me into a state of day dreamiing and spending too much time thinking about all the what if's and possibilities without actually firming up and crafting out a clear plan/map/instruction for myself that can actually be tested and expanded upon in time as a result of my daily accumulated efforts in a very succcint and accommdating manner.

I realize the purpose of my living is what I choose to gift to myself as my responsibilities.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get stressed out in regards to my life purpose.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to inferiorize myself to the words, "life purpose".

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to polarize myself within Life Purpose where it's like a "what i think i should do.....what I think i am suppose to do.....where in both instances it's like me holding myself hostage within a form of self-judgement and self-imprisonement. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get tied up within myself and for not realizing and understanding how tight i can get within myself when I am judging myself and others.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to go into a rush experience when talking and or thinking about Life Purpose.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing how difficult i've made it to in fact embrace myself 100% here and create my life as my purposeful living here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe i do not fit in.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exclude myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be dismissive of myself and my curiosities out of a panic and worry like defense in not wanting anyone to judge me because it makes me so uncomfortable.

i forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to mostly hide in my living because i've always been sensitive to people's emotions and i really do not like the experience of myself when people are emotional. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not realizing and understanding how much i've been hiding and suppressing my own emotions...and that the discomforts i am sensitive to in others are equally revealing the discomforts within myself...I realize in gifting myself the courage to embrace the discomforts in others with a more understanding and compassion - i can in fact be an incredible point of support and regard for others to realize and know themselves here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for always in a subtle way wanting someone's praise and approval for my actionable living.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for feeling the need for praise and approval from others becasue I haven't been giving myself the best support.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to desire praise and approval.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to resist living my best responsibilities.

I forgive myself fro accepting and allowing myself to resist the questioning of myself as like....Base on who I am here in this moment and the processes I've worked, and the resources at my disposal....what responsibilities would i like to create for myself?

I commit myself to investigating, questioning and challenging myself in Creating my Life Purpose.

When and as I see myself reacting to "Life Purpose" and the "future" and the "unknown possibilities....and uncertainties....and moments in time i define as 'not going my way' - I stop and breathe - I steady myself within breathing...really slowing down with some deep breathing - I allow myself to see and understand what has been bothering me - I then see what i can create/do about this. I direct myself in following through with a play of support and assistance for myself here.

I commit myself to creating plays for myself to support with establishing and substantiating the living of my Life Purpose.