It's me : Random blog

Today is special day. I am a people I don know What should I doo. I am undone. I am a man, a broken man. I don't know what should I do. I don't know what I am doing. At the recent time I have written a lot of blog and all of them were about frustration. I know I am a frustrated man. I am not a good person. I don't know what I am I don't have any Idea about my present or future. I don't have any Idea about my depression.

In my last few post, I told about a lot of things about my present and future. I have told a few matter about my past life. Basically, I can't trust anyone.

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May be that's the problem. May be it's the main problem in where no one can come. No one come in my mind. I am totally gone and goal less.
All I think about the world and the planet is zero. Sometime, I think What I am going to do?? Who am I??!

I don't have any restrictions, I don't have any formation of my life. I am a man just I am a man who doesn't believe on anyone. I don't believe on myself. I even don't believe on my heart. I don't know when it works how. Sometime, It works like my hear is my mind. On that time when heart comes like its a enemy of my brain. Sometimes I work like I am a single and hopeless man. Sometime, It's like I am working for no one. Sometime It's like I shouldn't work for anyone. So, It's me. It's my life and It's myself. I don't have anything to express my lifestyle.

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I have a llot of friends. I have more than ten best friends But, I always ty to egnore them. I don't like them. I don't trust them I don love them. It's not like they are not familiar. They were more than friends to me. But,past is past I am not a people like others. I am not the man who does everything with everyone. I am not a man like others . I am a simple man and want to lead a very simple life. That's the fact. That's the matter. I like to lead a very simple life in where I will be the king of my kingdom. I may have one and only queen I don't know. May be I will have some friends or not. But, I will have a good friend.

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But, I have highly got aome friends like me. I van give my life for my best friend but this is the question what abou the others??? Can they do the same???
That's the question and that's why I don't trust anyone. That's my nature and It's me.