The Agony of Faith; Chapter 5

My parents were not in support of my marriage with him because he was not as rich as the others. But I went ahead to marry him. For one month we live in peace and were very happy with each other but after that what followed was troubles and corals. She continued.

My husband did not have money and could not provide for both of us. He was also very lazy and will not go out and work. I later found out that he was very unfaithful and changed everything in skirt she said sadly. I was fed up with the marriage and when to report him to my parents. My parents told me that they would have nothing to do with my marriage because they told me not to marry him but I wouldn't listen to them. My mother said that when ever I am experiencing in my marriage was my cross and I have to be on it.

I was so confused but I went back to my husband and try to make the marriage work. What year did I discover that I was pregnant. I gave her to my son when my husband could not afford to pay the hospital bills. I still need especially for close to a month until my mother decided to help. I was so ashamed of myself but there was nothing I could do. I did all I could to fend for myself and my son but one day he fell sick and I did not have enough points to take care of him and sent him to the hospital you will not believe that my son died in my arms. I was so sad and I cried for weeks for my husband and his family people made my life miserable. His mother came to the house one day and then accusing me of killing her grandson. All I could do was cry.

As if that was not enough 2 months later I discovered I was pregnant again. I was very unhappy because I know I didn't have any money to care for the child I was thinking of what to do that day when my husband returned home with foodstuffs wrapper shoes it is he had disappeared for this that is normally does but time in return with those things and smile on his face

I was surprised so I asked him where u got the money for the things he bought my husband an ounce to me that he had gotten a job I jumped with excitement and started singing and thanking god for wiping the way my tears.