Are we thinking where we are anchored after this

The sins that have been piling up on my shoulders can't imagine what will happen after I die?

In this lonely night I try to daydream and wish, if one day I die what will happen to this body?

How is the treasure that I have earned with difficulty, is there my treasure to help me?

Or will it become embers in the barzah realm?

Will my brother help me in the future? When God's creatures in the grave come to me?

Obviously I got that answer.

When I took my best friend's body to the funeral the other day.

I as his best friend can only cry to let go of his departure, there is nothing that I can help to stop his departure.

When the spirit and body have separated, what is the meaning of this life, my body will also be bathed, the aurat that I used to cover even my own sister has not seen it now she is the one who bathes this body.

I wish I could say

"I'm ashamed of you, in my life I have never spit my genitals, but now what can I do😢😢.
This body continues to be soaped,
Again I screamed"

Mother ! Slowly, I have just rested from the enormity of the Sakaratul Maut, it really hurts me a lot.

But no one heard my screams.

My body was lifted and shrouded, some were crying, some were whispering about me.

I'm sad that everything doesn't matter anymore, my father, mother, relatives and all my friends just took me to the funeral.

What will happen to me after I'm buried?

As long as you can breathe, remember this world is not eternal, use it as best as you can, be grateful.

Do amar ma'ruf nahi munkar if you want the world and the hereafter to be safe.

End

Best regards always.

By @midiagam