清明

in #busy5 years ago (edited)

今天是清明,都说“清明时节雨纷纷”,现在外面阳光普照,前几日倒是降水了,不是雨,是雪花,大片的雪花密密麻麻的被疾风送下来,像末日来临一样。


清明是个有魔力的节日(祭日),总让人伤感。

88岁的姥爷身体算是硬朗可以打电话、看报、遛弯,生活可以自理,那年年前有点发烧,就去打吊瓶,期间发现器官已经衰竭,煎熬了一个星期,精神时而清醒时而迷糊,在生命最后一天家人问他的银行卡密码他还说出来了。

吊瓶打不进去的时候医院下了病危,回到了农村老家,安排在他最疼爱的大儿子家里。
内脏不工作了,他感觉烧得慌,总想喝水,舌头又龟裂,像池塘干涸了一样,每次用小勺喂一点点,总给他按摩,也没止住腿上爬出来的尸斑,他的世界已经灰色了,时不时地望向窗外寻找更亮一些的地方来感受这个即将离去的世界。

帮着他穿好送老衣,看着他咽下最后一口气,嘴里手里被塞了一些东西,被抬到地上,火化回来变成一堆灰烬,老舅仔细地把各个部位摆在棺材里(没看老舅哭过,但没人比他更爱他的爸爸);家里请来一群唱戏的人,男扮女装,有说有笑的;大舅妈二舅妈认真的烧着火盆,期盼给她们带来更多的财运。

正赶上新年,老小都放假在家,陪在他身边,也就成了一些人说的“有福”,加上高龄,又被说成“喜丧”。

昨晚梦见姥爷了,去世这么久这是第一次梦到,平时很少想起的人,在这种特殊的日子里用做梦的方式想起,更多添了伤感。

愿生者努力,逝者安息!


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