Being ''autistic''
It may not be the best expression, but often I feel like that..
Not sure what is it exactly..
Country I live, state of surrounding, people I work with..things that are NOT happening or just usual vortex of every day repeating.
But, some days, and lately most of the days I feel wanting to enter house after work, lock the door and cut myself from the people.
It's not depression..I know how it feels :)
It's just need to be in peace and silence.
Maybe it's reason why I paint these expressions with eyes shut, like floating on water.
It may be my inner self regulating things around.
Do you have those ''moments'' sometimes?
Do you think they may be even some sort of selfishness or it's just nature response to now day noise that eat us?
Ahhh yes, the dream face returns <3. As always, it lends that serenity feel that comes from a peaceful slumber.
I understand this feeling so well. Which is why I usually draw in the middle of the nights, free from any distraction.
Lucky you, i have my day job so nights are off. But when I was student they were my favorite part of the ''day'', when everything is still and no sound around. Enjoy your privilege @scrawly when I can't :)))
When no one is around at the house, I take naps in the evening so I can wake up later on in the middle of the night hehehe. And yes, I definitely enjoy it even though my friends criticises me because it's bad for my health.
I hope your job is less taxing so you can create more beauty ^^.
Ah - so we are awake at the same time even though you are down under!
Nothing wrong with wanting to be alone sometimes.
I love being around people during the day. But my favorite is to be around people that aren't talking to me. After an especially social day I'm completely drained.
Understand you totally. Working and talking to people during day job makes me dried out too. It's like reflex wanting me to shut down when I enter home :)
First: Your painting and its serenity is wonderful.
And with the wish for yourself to have quiet, space and stillness... why not? If you do not feel sad and depressed, but simply have the need for some quiet time... I cannot see something bad in this. You are allowed to take so much peaceful time as you need. Sometimes the world is overwhelming... some people react by watching serials, by reading or knitting, some do sports, others need stillness. Sometimes a mix of everything is helpful to bring onesself into a balance.
If you are feeling better by having time for yourself, this seems to be a working strategy for your.
Sending you love and peace <3
Thank you dear for understanding. It's odd sometime to think of yourself that way, since like everything is hurrying us up to be social..And I consider myself social being, but with several dear people :)
We are here for you, on the steemisfere there are souls with the same view,
Thank you for sharing
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I think you should find anothet job that won't squeeze your energy @jungwatercolor 😊 i understand the feeling ... lucky that I'm outta that situation after leaving my work and enjoy a full housewife status😂😂.
I can see your inner needs of peacefull life through your painting, none want to be autistic if they know how it feels to be one😊
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