#500 support program || Do you like being praised ❓

Some of the active users here who are reading my content have probably noticed that I often write about some of my achievements in life, be it in academics or in the crypto world. Some might even have assumed that by publishing these types of articles, I am someone who thinks highly of myself and someone who likes to brag about my achievements.

Well I can't blame you because that's how I try to try and build my image in the crypto or virtual world. I am trying to be the kind of person that every time she sets a goal, she makes sure to achieve it. someone who makes a plan so that everything is in his favor. Someone who will post and share almost every plan and win they have.

And in every goal I set, every time I accomplish it, other people who know and read about it will congratulate me and praise me for a job well done. Others even fake their words and say congratulations even if they don't like it or mean every word they say because that's what I think whenever I share them online Am. They feel that they are feeding my ego with their empty words.

To be honest, I love receiving compliments, especially when I feel it is genuine and when I feel I deserve them because I put in a lot of effort to achieve what I have. It seems to me that all my efforts have been confirmed by his compliments. But sometimes, I don't appreciate them at all and even think that even if it is real, the words spoken were just fake and empty.

I may feel like I'm being proud of myself, but I'm really drowning in the thought that I'm never good enough.

If in the virtual world, other people regard and view me as someone who thinks highly of my abilities, then in the real world, I'm really just someone who thinks I'm not good enough . I am someone who lacks confidence because of so many of my insecurities.

In school, I used to recite in class only when my name was called by the teacher and I would not dare to raise my hand to answer the question, even if I was sure about it, because I think I I will end only in the end. If I am wrong I am a laughing stock. I also used to have stage fright, where my knees would tremble and my voice fluttered every time I gave a presentation.

My high school teachers used to tell me that I was a jack of all trades, a master of none, and I thought it was an insult, not a compliment. I can be good at many things, but I have never excelled at them.

I may be good at writing, but I can never be good enough to have the courage to participate and secure a place in writing competitions. I may be good with numbers, but I was never good enough to score a spot in the division competitions I attended back in high school.

I may think I am intelligent, but I was never intelligent enough to at least try to pursue the college course of my dreams or excel in my chosen degree program.

I can have a lot of goals and dreams, but sometimes, I feel that I am not good enough to be able to achieve them all because as the days pass by, I am becoming incapable , which will settle only for mediocrity and not for excellence.

Sometimes, I would compare myself to others and end up thinking that I am such a loser for not having achievements in life, lacking required skills, not being creative enough, beautiful enough and talented enough.

Maybe, the reason I write about my achievements so often is because I'm looking for recognition that I'm good enough and that I can and will be more than I think. Maybe, this is my way of looking for others to believe in my abilities, because I don't even believe in my abilities. Maybe, in this way I get a chance to increase my self-confidence which is already lacking.

Receiving praise and receiving praise has a huge impact on one's thinking. Sometimes, it makes them feel valued and validated. For others who are already secure in their abilities and themselves, compliments are just words, but for people with inferiority complexes, praise means a lot.

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