Rain Reminds me.

I do not understand, not at all. My mind seemed to have stopped all this time. I do not remember anything. Can not feel the joy or sadness of others. Feeling my own feelings alone I can not. Many times I've seen some people come to see me, but I do not know what they're trying to tell me. I do not understand. Every day I just sit in this chair. Staring at the window, that's all I do. Every now and then I do the things I want to try. But nil, moving my hand alone is very difficult. I always tried to do it, but I just messed things up. Until sometimes hurt myself.

What really happened to me? I do not know. How can I be like this? I do not remember anything.
But today, it's different from the other day. It's raining, it's raining. Somehow the rain this time so felt soothing my heart. Every drop that plunges to the earth, like carrying droplets of my memory. I felt this time I was compelled to think further than before. I remembered something.

A man waved his hand from behind the fence. He smiles, his smile looks sweet and it shows that he is the one who loves me very much. Somehow I feel that way. I also feel that I love him so much. Then I got in the car and started going.



It was so cool it was the rain for me to wet my windshield. On the way, I pulled my car drawer and took a few folds of paper. Looks like it's a wedding invitation. I unfolded the paper, and there was the name of two couples I did not remember at all. At the bottom of the photo looks a couple who look harmonious. It was a photograph of the man who waved to me earlier. And the woman? Is she me. What does it mean when I'm getting married? Or even married. I do not know but I feel happy, very happy. I looked at the invitation, until I did not realize a car was right in front of me. Then I directed my car to the left and it was there that the tree was ready to hit me. Bruuaaak !!!......

I gasped. My breath staggered. I am very confused. What exactly was that? That's how it was until I became this way. Because of my own carelessness I became like. I feel very sorry. I was happy to marry the man I loved so much, but I destroyed everything. I feel like I do not have the spirit anymore now. But I can not end my own life, it's useless. I can not move freely. I suffered so much. Right now I just want to meet the person I love. He's just the spirit of my life right now. I hope he does not hate me even with my circumstan.