Alright Trip Of Life. The Last Derelict In Town Still Talks To Me.

Yea, put in time out when the only local derelict man in this town came to talk to me. Had a few with the guy. Told me of the local prostitutes in the small town. Told him I don't care about that. It's okay. I'm not really a freak magnet. Just people like to talk with me. There were many more drunks around town when I first moved here. Now that I've built up an overgrown garden it seems to have an effect on the town, not so many down and outers are around. This guy is okay even though he's wacked, he's not as rude as the others but still real fucked up but tries to be nice at least. Doesn't happen very often, my co-habitant didn't have to tell him I was here. Still I gave him some time. People just want to tell their story anyway.

So yes, yes I'm doing alright! Have been tired out in what?... the last few months...my whole life! Damn! At least in a half dream state, I still have visions and another sense of reality. I can still get into trance! I can still dance!! I'm staying calm enough and solid. I don't like tripping out too much. Don't like too much anxiety though I know how to handle that better too. Super glad of where I am now, who I am and my ideas and aspirations.

It's hard sometimes with these updates, yet it's the image of me updating my mind! I've always felt energetic and enthusiastic! Now I will have some more time here. The weekend will be fun. Will visit my mom. Still sampling sounds, still get melodies in my head, still come up with lyrics. I will get into trance and invoke all these life trip realizations and sensations! I don't care how old I got or how uncomfortable I got. Everything I dream and want to do is still there. Glad I got freaked out along the way! Still have expressive passion in store! Kewl! So as always looking forward to tomorrow, the next phase of the adventure! More ponderous thought, more stories to tell, further development. The rest up and come up time has been an effort and long time coming, yet it always pays off! For psychosocial health. Interactions speak louder than words.