Time To Top-up Again For My Needed Medicines And It Is Like burning Money Everytime 💊⚕💸🔥
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It feels like I am burning my money whenever I have to buy my medicines, it is because of their very prohibitive prices so even though I guess that if the makers of these medicines would go to heaven because of their contribution in helping people with the needs for their medicine it might get forfeited because they are selling it to only persons that could afford it.
Thankfully I could still afford this kinds of medicines because if not I will be in a very bad situation. So I thank God and of course steem platform because I still have some funds to spend and maybe earn still in the current time and future as long as I could still be able to write and share my thoughts which is what I can call my art as of yet because I could not make other forms of art that requires a basic body movement lest I will make a mess out with my bed.
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I do like to paint too, I had done it with just a digital art but I wanted to do the "real thing" with some oil paints, easel, brushes, painting knifes, and a canvass complete with of course those oil paint colors that the late Bob Ross was using. But I guess it will just take some kind of divine force for me to be able to physically paint unless I am in a heavy influence of a strong pain reliever.
As with pain reliever I haven't asked my doctor to give me a stronger painkiller so that I could use it rather than the current type that I am using which was my NSAID pain reliever. I am afraid that it would cause me a gastrointestinal ulcer considering that I am using it many times per week because it is only intended to be used for two weeks maximum.
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I am really in-between a hard place and even a harder place because I have to use it but it will cause me another form of ailment plus the type of pain-killer that I wanted to use is also hard to acquire because I am sensing that my Nephrologist will not prescribe me that but instead the one that she was prescribing me before which is a liver-busting Paracetamol with a some other type of painkiller that does not work for me.
I have seen patients that vomited blood which is a sign of liver failure because of frequent ingestion of that kind of medicine. I feel like the doctor is just getting rid of us, killing us softly and not giving us the help that we needed. That is why I am not fully in belief that doctors really help 100% because I feel that they are always in it for the money and the reason for it is the way they prescribe medicines that is just pushed to them by medical representatives but that is another story.
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I hope soon that I will graduate from taking these medicines above because I am fed-up with buying them for one and two I am like burning money because of the prices of these notoriously expensive which for one thing is expensive particularly Cinacalcet that is causing me a considerable misery of appetite-loss and nausea.
Now I am at risk of my insides developing illness because of the types of side-effects that these medicines are doing to me and if that would happen I guess I will just accept it because some things really are beyond my control.
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