The STEEM Platform Is The Outlet Of My Inner Steam And It Maintains My Sanity And Keeps Me From Being Depressed
Here in the steem community I am just trying to relay what my mind is going through by writing out my thoughts and it had helped me a great deal with regards to my mental health. I am just glad that I am not getting depressed whatsoever, only frustrated and worried. Well add to that fear that my situation would get worsen if my plans would not work.
I have a dozen boatfull of what I wanted to happen but I just have to make sure that my health particularly the wellness that I wanted to experience in my short life. I am just in a hospice care for myself and I do not really know what will happen in the future. All I know now is that my life is just threatened by the same people that should make sure that I am well.
Now I am just trying-out all possibilities step-by-step like on how I walk myself to the bathroom for things to get done even if it would cost me. I am already in a neck -deep in problems with my finances and at the current time with cryptos acting up it would mean that some of my major plans would get a delay or I would earn more steem but with a lesser value.
Nonetheless I am thankful about the steem community where from here I am drawing my strength because of the constant support by any means that a friend could offer from prayers, kind thoughts and words, to of course financial via teem donations. I am really just fortunate that I could earn online through the help of my friends through this community and because of that I am not worrying much from where I could pull some money for my health goals and needs.
My involvement in steem community is just a hair away from being letting go by my brother who supported me right from the start. I really am sad that I had been a barrier from his plans in his life that is why he had married late, well that is late from the most people that does marriage thing just to make sure that I am well and bridged with my needs.
But I am happy that at least I do not need my family's financial support because steem is now taking turn to assure that I am earning a bit enough to make me afford the medicines and bills payment and that is really a sort of a miracle considering that I am a dialysis patient, unemployed and yet able to make ends meet with this kind of peculiar life that I have.
Hey Steem is great for many things, entertainment, stress relief, bemusement and particularly if you like watching a good argument some of the tit for tat from Whales at the moment is particularly entertaining.
It’s good though that you are still supported by many of our Steemians, I have been tardy commenting on posts lately but I work all hours and getting time to do comments, think about my own posts, keep my Witness updated and also deal with !COFFEEA !DERANGED !MARLIANS leaves little time. I wish you good strength though, all the best stay strong and keep giving us your content to support 🙏🏽
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