My Parents Went To The Doctor And I Needed To Use The Toilet Now

It is just depressing that I am physically dependent on my parents to move me around because of my body condition. I am now wanting to use the toilet badly but my parents are nowhere around because they had left to see the doctor for my father who is coughing for a few days now, he just needed a better medication about his cough so he could be well.

My father has a lung issue as far as I can remember, in-fact he wasn't able to get accepted about his application for a job abroad because there was an issue with his chest x-ray although he is qualified for his job as a heavy-duty engine mechanic. That was around in the late 90's where he was fired for some reason so he went home with just a bit of money and some things that was given to him by his co-workers.

Anyway, he always coughs especially when he eats and it is just odd because after eating he is well again. That is his health issue and his cough goes in and out over the past years. But maybe his lungs really are just bad because of the nature of his job where he is exposed to certain chemicals, fumes, and other things that certainly harms the lungs including welding.

I just hope that my father could get well again and as I have said to my previous blogs I couldn't afford my parents to get sick while I am still under their care because if one or both of them are not around anymore and I happen to outlive them, I am really in the worst time of my life even though my siblings would take me in. I do not want that to happen and my God forbid that from ever happening to me, it is just too much.

Now that I must be patient for my parents to arrive home so I can relieve myself. I can still hold it now that it subsided but I am just sad that it had come to this point where I am totally disabled as I could not walk anymore because of the pain in my feet and back as well as other joints in my body.