It's Going To Be Hard Today Without My Mother Assisting Me At Dialysis 👩‍👦💁🏻‍♀️🏥

It Is Different Without My Mother Assisting Me At Dialysis

My mother has roles when it is time for my dialysis. She is the one that is paying my bill for me because everytime I will be hooked-up I am charged with a fee so that I could get treated and my mother was the one paying it for me because of course I could not wank to the counter/cashier myself to pay.

My mother was the one bringing me my food so that I could eat at dialysis. She would put a drape on my chest so that I won't mess myself with dropping food while eating. We are being urged to eat at dialysis because it is believed that it will just get cleansed by dialysis anyway. True or not I am just using that opportunity to enjoy eating in a very small window of time because right after dialysis I am no longer having the appetite to eat and I would really eat to my heart's delight in that instance.

My mother was also the one that takes off my shoes and puts blanket on me and gives me my Thermos where I get my reconstituted energy drink that I believe that is helping me stabilize my blood pressure. After my dialysis my mother then was the one putting on my shoes and putting my belonging into my bag.

I Don't Want To Be A Heavy Burden To My Parents

Obviously I am such a drag to my parents. I am just fortunate that I have the steem community at my backing which is the reason I am affording my medical necessities for many months now. So I am happy at least that my parents are no longer worrying about where i could get the funds necessary so that I could pay for my foods, medicines, and other things.

So I am thankful that I am earning for my medical needs and if not then I would just be thrown somewhere and die. But anyway my parents does not deserve having to care for me. It is just that they are a loving parent that has really a selfless way of supporting me all the way. If only they are wealthy then they could offer more.

But what is important for me now is that they are healthy themselves and are still around and in that way I could enjoy their presence and support for me in any way they can offer without worrying much like money and such which could add stress in their lives.

It Is My Father's Turn To Assist Me

My mother already had instructed my father into what he will do today which basically what I had said above, what food to give me, how it will be given to me, the bib, the shoes, blanket, and paying the dialysis bills. It is really no-brainer but since my father is aging already he might miss one or two on how to do it particularly handling the money because he lost many cash before by dropping it from his front pocket.

So this might be a difficult dialysis day for me and I hope that it will not be so because my mother will not be around while I am enduring my dialysis session and the company of my father.

Please Pray For My Parents Because I Needed Them

I am praying to God and I hope everyone that cares too to give my parents some more strength and life so that they could help me with my physical and emotional needs although my parents particularly my mother is also a hindrance in my plans in my life and what I wanted to happen because of many factors that she is worrying and fearing about.

I know that it seems selfish to make my parents to continue to support me but I guess that since I am one of their offspring they are more than happy to help me with anything that they can do just to make me as comfortable as I can be. But if I would afford some household help or a nanny of some sort that can do the things that my parents does then it would be wonderful although of course nothing will compare to the love, support, and even the mere presence of my loving parents for me.

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