It Is Time To Top-up The Medicine Which Is The Cause Of My Relief And Misery

Whenever my Parathyroid medicine is consumed of course I have to buy and top-it up again because although I do not like it's side-effects I have to take it so that my facial bone and my overall bone condition would not worsen-up and lead me into a much bad state.

Too bad that this medicine is produced by only one company so they are commanding a high price that it makes it hard for a common patient to afford such expensive medicine that is not even completely curing me.

Now I feel that my bones are still deteriorating although my facial bone had stopped growing and receded a bit for which I am thankful to God because it made my speech disability to improve so now I could be at least understood when I speak and also, I can eat with my hands upright with a lesser difficulty than before where I could not even hold food in my mouth without laying down in my bed to eat.

I could also drink fluids now without spilling it and the main factor to that is I can press my lips together which helps me with my speech impediment as well as holding back food in my mouth.

But my hand joints in my left hand is deteriorating now as I could feel pain already whenever I move around and it seems that it is doing what my feet had done or had become that is why I am having a difficulty in walking that lead me wheelchair-dependent and semi bed-ridden.

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It's Okay I'm Fine
I am just thankful that at least I could move around and use the bathroom all by myself, otherwise it will be just like hell if that happens because I do not want others to be burdened from my demise.

So even though it is difficult for me financially to take my Parathyroid medicine I am forced to buy it simply because I do not want to suffer much pain and disfigurement and all that disabilities that is associated with my bone problems if I would not medicate it with my Cinacalcet, my source of relief and at the same time the cause of my misery.