I Will Just Enjoy The Day By Sleeping 🛌💤

I Just Sleep Whenever I Wanted

I would sleep and I would stay awake in whichever hour I so choose. Well I can't venture out on my own anyway, nothing to do outside as well plus good luck to me if people would flock over to make me a subject of curiosities. I am now not the way I am physically but to my inner being I am not what you can see in my physical appearance.

It just suck being like this, in this condition where I am just a prisoner in my own room and body. It is even difficult for me to really get up from my bed to sit and sometimes I would ask my mother to support me because of my marked weakness. It is so frustrating because I couldn't do anything much but to bathe my body and even that is not a pleasurable experience anymore, all is robbed from me.

I do not know how to explain my weakness, it could be about my imbalances in my body particularly about my Calcium and whatever complication in my body that I do not know about. Actually my weakness had crept to me slowly over the years I had gone weaker until I have to ask somebody to open a bottle or a jar for me and even cutting my fingernails is just not that easy anymore because I have to struggle in squeezing the nail cuter in order to cut my thin fingernails.

That would be my current condition, my body seems to be thin and light but it feels like I am having a burden of rock behind my back whenever I would want to move my body, it is really heavy for me. So I myself just prefer to be in my bed because on my bed there is a minimal discomfort as my backbone is not getting a pressure and hence not much pain is generated for me to cry about.

It Is Just Hard To Manage This Physical Body And So I Needed More Prayers

I just remember about two years ago where I have a lingering pain in my back. It got alleviated about after a few weeks of taking my Parathyroid medicine and after a few months the lingering pain went away. But still my pain is there especially when I walk, it will just kill me with pain and again I rather stay in my bed than to venture around and experience much discomfort and also about the curious eyes of the public.

What I just needed now is a complete dissipation of my pain issues which is why I am continuing to take my medicines and supplements so that I can at least get some result about my major complaints about my health. That is just what I can do for now until cryptos prices rise up again and from that point another plan to get into my goals of medical intervention regarding surgeries that I needed a long long time ago and of course if God wills it.

Anyway the effects of caffeine in me is now gone and I might be able to sleep now. I just hate to sleep because it robs me of my short valuable time which is why I am always turning night into day just for me to be as productive as I can so that I could be able to reach what I wanted to get done and again if God wills it.