I Want To Be Washed My Blood From Toxins Already

It is my dialysis day today and I wasn't able to be scheduled at an earlier time but at 2:30 PM so I just have to wait a few hours from now. There is a cumulative effect of Cinacalcet in my system and it is just making me lose my appetite more and more each day until I get my needed washing of my blood via dialysis.

Actually I needed lots of dialysis sessions before I get to my normal appetite and one session really is not enough to normalize everything unless maybe I get to take some appetite enhancers in my system. Those appetite enhancers are also expensive themselves so it is also a burden again for me to buy them just for me to some satisfactory desire to eat my meals.

Nothing Is Like The Clean Feeling Brought By Dialysis

Dialysis is also a problem for me, I have to resort in taking Caffeine just to jack-up my blood pressure and keep it from plummeting like a meteor. I guess that it works because I am able to complete my session most of the time and I do needed it because the quality of the dialysis that I get from my center is far lower than what western people get which explains my high creatinine levels even though I do not eat that much.

So it gets me to feel excited about my dialysis session because at least I could eat more than usual and rice that is seasoned with some soysauce tastes differently delicious too especially if paired by the nutty and yummy, crispy but tender pork pieces which I enjoy and at the same time wishing that it can be that way everyday. It just suck that after my dialysis my appetite goes down the drain again especially after I had took another dose of Cinacalcet.

I of course like to have more frequent sessions but it is not only a time-consuming activity but also a big burden to the pockets especially now that my dialysis center had raised hospital bill charges for every visit that I make for my session. So everywhere I would turn into there are money that have to be spent which is why I am very thankful to steem community because at least I am able to patch-up my medical necessities otherwise I will literally die in agony and a sure misery, so I thank God for my steem friends, you are all my heroes and I do appreciate that with all my heart.

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