I Must Maintain To Eat What My Body Needs Despite My Appetite-loss

A Duck Egg For Breakfast

I already had some chocolate rice gruel before this one, chocolate rice gruel is a meal of favoring the sticky rice with Cocoa powder plus some evaporated milk and sugar which is what I wanted for my breakfast today but I just have to get some good protein so I asked mother to boil a duck egg for me to eat for my breakfast.

Maybe I could eat two pieces of this duck egg but I cannot eat much food if not hooked up for my dialysis so this one would be fine for me to eat. I haven't eaten a boiled duck egg for a while so it would be interesting to have some today and in the coming days as I crave for this egg again. Actually it tasted nice with a much richer egg yellow flavor compared to that of a white chicken (leghorn) and no bitter-ish taste undertones for its white part.

I Am Actually talking About The Egg Coming From Ducks Similar To This Mallard

I have a problem with my weight especially now that I couldn't eat because of my long-standing appetite-loss due to the side-effect of my Parathyroid medicine. The only factor that I was able to endure my appetite-loss maybe is because of the fact that I have a normal red blood cell and hemoglobin (actually lower than most normal people) but extraordinarily high enough for a special case like mine which I am thankful to God since I do consider it as a miracle.

I am also taking some iron supplementation so that I could boost my red blood cell's oxygen-carrying capacity so that it would help me endure my dialysis as well because when low blood pressure incident occurs the decreased blood flow just makes me get close to passing-out so I just have to increase the oxygen that my red blood cells can carry to support my body especially my brain when things like that complication from dialysis occurs which I am making sure it would not because of my Caffeine intake during dialysis.

My Meals Are Always Incorporated With Drugs And Supplements

I am not taking iron supplementation before but I figured out that it would make me a little strong if I do because of the said reasons so now I am taking one little tablet of 325 mg Ferrous Sulfate plus vitamin C to make my guts absorb more of it. It should work and it should be ample enough for me to get the needed blood power boost that I needed since I am really suffering from this weakness which I have no idea where it is coming from.

I really could not afford to lose some more weight, I am already a pile of ridiculously deformed bones and skin plus a still working brain which is really my problem as people just sees me as a trash and a thing less than a human. Yes people does treat me differently because of my appearance and I do not want to make it worse if I would not try to eat even though I have no more appetite for it so I just have to force-feed myself even though I am only eating a minuscule amount twice a day.

I was already having a fantastic appetite more than two years ago until I got subjected into taking my Parathyroid medicine. I could even eat in amounts more than that of a normal person could eat but after my Cinacalcet therapy all of my appetite got ruined until now. I just am praying to God to let me graduate from taking that awful medicine so that at least I could enjoy food which is the only thing I could possibly indulge myself because I could not do any much other activity anymore, this is such a tragedy in progress.

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