I Am Not Excited About These Holiday Foods Anymore

My poorer than poor appetite is just killing me so any foods out here is not making me not eager to eat. So why spend some money on foods that I myself could not ever enjoy. What food I am enjoying was my dialysis meal bought from a convenience store, a particular convenience store that rivals 7-Eleven and it has a very delicious gravy and that pork toppers truly is nice to eat that is why I could eat lots of it.

But if I were to eat that rice bowl meal I would also struggle to finish it. So it is not purely about the food in-fact all foods tastes delicious during dialysis after you felt the clean feeling that the dialysis brings then you can load up as much as you can until you are satiated.

That is what I am doing but I bulk of with rice but I cannot really enjoy it without the extra gravy which for me is tastier than the KFC gravy much less from McDonald's or Jolibee gravies. The reason that I wanted gravy on my rice is that it is easier for me to chew and swallow it.

I also cannot eat much meat because for dialysis patients we just need about three matchbox-size of cooked meat per day because to avoid too much toxin build-up in our blood stream which will make us feel sick and nauseated.

But I like my dialysis recently because I have made my renal nurses to set the dialysis settings to 250mL per minute as the blood pump and the amount of water I wanted them to draw out from my system. That had lead me to get a better clean for my blood and a substantial water reduction that caused me to not be breathless before my next session although I just have to really limit my fluid intake.

Talking about holiday foods I do wanted some good ham but I could not get access to it. I told my mother about a couple of years ago to buy me some good ham she didn't even though I am using my money. I like the one that is cured by salt and then aged. It is much expensive than the regular hams which for some reason some people like my father and sister wanted to boil in pineapple juice which I disagree because it really masks the meat flavor of the ham so it doesn't taste nice for me. I might doe not having the ham that I liked. I do not have the appetite anyway so all of these foods that we are preparing I am just snobbing already, for one thing I could not cook them anymore and the other thing, I could not enjoy eating them anymore as well.

Talking about holiday foods I do wanted some good ham but I could not get access to it. I told my mother about a couple of years ago to buy me some good ham she didn't even though I am using my money. I like the one that is cured by salt and then aged. It is much expensive than the regular hams which for some reason some people like my father and sister wanted to boil in pineapple juice which I disagree because it really masks the meat flavor of the ham so it doesn't taste nice for me. I might doe not having the ham that I liked. I do not have the appetite anyway so all of these foods that we are preparing I am just snobbing already, for one thing I could not cook them anymore and the other thing, I could not enjoy eating them anymore as well.