I Am Fed Up From HODLING But I Have To Until I Need Money 💰

It's Hard To Be An Investor

The prices of cryptos are depressing obviously and we are all fidgety and restless about these things particularly those that depend on cryptos to sustain their daily living which sometimes would translate to a life and death situation which in my case would fall into my category. I am just fully dependent on cryptos particularly in steem and I am so very fortunate that I have the steem community's backing which is why I am still surviving up to this day, you are all my #heroesofsteem.

The bear market truly had caught most of us because we all didn't know that the glory days of 2017 and early 2018 would end in a depressing scenario that we are all facing now. We thought that the cloud9 we are riding would not dissipate but it did just that like a fizzle from a freshly opened bottle of cola the contents and taste of that soft drink became flat but nonetheless still sweet because at least we have something that we hold that could make or break us.

I did had a grand plan for my steem, to get my needed surgeries and also having to use it to sustain my post-operation complications and medications. But due to the extended bear market it will not be possible, in-fact I already had forgone most of my plans now because they just require massive funds to get burned in the hospital, they will just maybe get a glimmer of reality if BTC or steem would miraculously move into an unprecedented high prices.

But that thing might not happen in the soonest time which I do not have the privilege of having. My plans themselves might also be too late already to get done as the damage has been done because of my blind patience in waiting for a bus that would never come.

But the cryptocurrency space is just as crazy as my life is because I myself didn't expect all these things would happen to me and yet it happened so I am just cramming on how to uplift my life near to the best of what I could ever achieve.

HODLING is not forever in my case, there will come a time that I will just have to cashout because of my immediate needs as I have not much options left in my disposal. At least I have something to fall back on unlike other dialysis patients where I do think that they are so financially miserable simply because they could not work or have the ability to earn money for that matter.

Anyway I would like to HODL for some more time, more years, but I do not have that luxury anymore. My time is just limited obviously although I have managed to live this long, 18 years of being a dialysis patient and some years of having severe pain issues but my body will not hold that longer anymore. My plans are already maybe too late which I hope not but again unforeseen factors in the crypto space had came up and I just have to cope and be thankful about what I have already gained, it is the game and I have to accept it.