Dear Diary: Topping Up My Phosphate Binder Again

I noticed that I have no phosphate binder but one tablet left so I told my mother to buy me some of it so I can use whenever I eat. I have to control my phosphorus intake because it is the root cause of my Leontiasis condition as it makes my Parathyroid go in hyper mode.

The phosphorus in my body has been left unchecked for so many years and for so many years its level is off the charts and sometimes I feel itchy with my skin because of that. Little that I knew that it is already wrecking havoc in my body. Then my appearance and stature started to change because much calcium in my bones had been leached and ugly transformation of my face and back had begun.

It is actually a very long process, first my upper teeth parted slowly then the lower teeth. I thought that it is just normal until my face went ugly and people treated me differently because of that. Appearance really is so precious that one is really gifted if they do not have appearance problems.

Well my appearance is the least of my worries now because there are bigger and much horrific problems that I am facing like my inability to eat normally, my appetite, and the pains and immobility that I am dealing with because of my hyperparathyroidism which causes my Leontiasis condition which the root cause was my body's high phosphorus level in the past.

That is why even though my phosphate binder is quite pricey I am with clenched teeth and closed eyes still buying and using it still for my health's sake so things hopefully won't get worse in what is happening inside my body.