Dear Diary: Thanks To God It Is Quite Hot Now But I Realized That I Have A Boring Life Again
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"To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:
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I think that I am just keeping my sanity to not be blown away and no to get depressed and go loco because of my online life. It is because I get to interact with my friends online and it is like a mental therapy for me and it preoccupies me turning my mind from my medical situation and what I feel with my body.
It also rewards me and that is a good thing and makes me feel better with myself earning some money. It also secures my future needs because my steem is my savings for my target objective.
It is just good that I entered steemit community while altscoins are in a frenzy so I earned a bit and saving it for the above reasons. I realized that I was saved by the bell because had I not discovered steem or (steem friends discovered me) things would have gone very ugly for me.
But with all of these online interactions that I am making plus earning with it I do realize that my life is just in a survival mode. Nobody wants to live like this actually but nonetheless I am thankful for the support that I am getting through steeming with the help of God.
I do believe that I have a purpose in life but it is not for me but for the people maybe that sees me everyday here in steem and Twitter. So with that I am just trying to do what is good and let God and others do the rest. It is a very, awfully boring and difficult life and I was the one unfortunately to bear it for the purpose of maybe inspiring others and making them realize that their life is a bliss compared to my flameless hell kind of a life.
P.S.
The sun shined and it is hot again, I think I am weird for those that like being in an oven-like hot room but it helps me than being in an airconditioned room.
You are right. You do have a purpose and that is why God has you here.
And I think it is also because we will see your miracle of healing, at least that is what I pray for you dear friend.
I can't imagine going through what you are going through @cryptopie and I am so glad that you found steemit which really is a therapy for you and something to look forward too.
I am so fortunate that God had given me a community that will be my shoulder to cry on and I am never so thankful about it @joalvarez because most of the families of dialysis patients are poor and they have a hard time managing their situation financially.
But for me I am not only earning to supply my needs but I had real friends that care and that is a reason to be thankful for every passing day.
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