Dear Diary: Slowly But Surely With The Help Of God I Will Reach My Goals
I am a weak person physically but I am using my mental strength to endure what is ailing inside me and I am using spirituality to make me feel better and have a hope that maybe someday all will come together in its final places. But I am accepting that also all of my hopes to recover from my afflictions would be in vain because of the complexity of my health condition.
With all of that I am just also using my power left in me to make myself fruitful and productive. Thankfully there is steem that I can use in order to earn and save money for all my goals and immediate needs particularly about my medicating my hyperparathyroidism and meal replacement milk plus my phosphate binders. All of which are expensive to procure.
But I also have to save funds for my needed surgeries especially about my parathyroidectomy which will allow me to not use my Cinacalcet which is really making my life miserable as it affects my appetite. It is just I am lucky enough to survive its side-effects maybe because my hemoglobin levels are high.
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I could not have the braveness or stupidity if you may to stop using Cinacalcet because of my fear that my face could continue to grow large plus the pains again to resume and exponentiate. So although it is expensive and is giving me a degree of discomfort I have to continue and endure it for my sake.
I just hope that God would continue to give me strength and life for me to make my life near the normality that I am longing for. But my goals are also not for me but for my parents as well. My plan is to renovate if not buy a safer home for my parents to live in so that they will be comfortable. That is the last thing that I will do if God wills it for me. May God bless us all.
If you keep at it, you will always achieve your goals. Just don't ever give up. And definitely don't procrastinate. I know you can do it because of your will power @cryptopie.
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Yes With the help of God with crypto and friends here I believe I can achieve it. But many other factors must be considered before some of it will get realized. I needed more prayers. @gungho
You will win your race, dear friend. That is why God has you here and keeps on giving you strength and will keep on giving you strength.
Always praying for your healing dear friend and for everything you were created to be.
God Bless!
may God give you strength and healing @ cryptopie. Hopefully the noble hopes that you allow for your parents @cryptopie can be achieved.
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Yes .. my friend, believe in God. He will help you.
Your struggle and pray send you to the great position. Your effort to get the goal slowly but sure will arrive and we are happy to know it. To reach your next goal for renovating need your effort again. but believe in God will guide you to the right way on your success.
GBU
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