Dear Diary: My Ribs Are Killing Me

I could not sleep, it is because I am trying to sleep on my back as I have the pain on my ribs and it injures me trying to sleep lying on my side. I spent the whole night shutting my eye and I thought that I had some dreams while I am lying down trying to get a restful sleep but I am still yawning right not.

I wish that God would allow my ribs to heal. It isn't the ribs are the only problem but also my tailbone and my hip joint, three things that making my life so miserable at the moment. I could have shot myself right now on the head if I have a gun beside me, pardon me because I think most people would do that.

I had tried to take some medicine but it seems that I was getting a bad side-effect because my hearing is ringing an indication that I had an overdose already considering that I am only taking it almost twice a week only.

It just means that I could not take some pain reliever anymore of the type that I am taking. Now I have to ask my doctor to give me a prescription of a stronger pain reliever because of the gravity of this situation. I do not know if I can last anymore, my heart is still pumping and I can't feel any indication that my heart would give up soon and it seems that some external force is making me live on. May God have some mercy on my soul.