Dear Diary: It Has Been An Interesting Life I Had Lived

Life indeed is beautiful and not much people realizes that each day will come and never go back so we must treat life as if it were our last. Although my life is not as pleasant as anyone else I am still thankful that I had met many people as well as my family including those online that helped me and talked to me, inspired me in one way or the other.

At least I had experienced what a good breath of air is, the sunlight warming up my skin, the energy I had when I was just young, the unlimited energy of my youth, and all nature has to offer to make me live.

Most of my pleasant life was within my younger years when I was still not showing signs of a far-off Kidney failure. Those times where I had a perfect appetite where just a fish sauce can flavor my rice and that would be a great meal already. Those were the times where I can run and not feel breathless.

The times where I would close my eyes and when I opened them up again it was already morning as I had slept nonstop. The friends in school I had met I will treasure in my heart although I could not face them anymore because of my disfigured appearance.

To sum it all up no matter how hard it was to live I still appreciated what I had recieved and experienced bad or good because this world is unique and it is superbly beautiful although about 7 Billion years from now the earth will get engulfed by the sun and from that time maybe some of us are already singing in heaven eternally with God the father with only all the good memories we made from here are the ones that we had carried along.