Dear Diary: I Went To Sleep Today A Little Famished

It will be once again my dialysis in a few hours and I am glad that I was set in a much earlier spot regarding my dialysis schedule for today so I was set to get hooked up at 2:00 PM and would be at home God-willing just before 7:00 PM.

The two dialysis machines are not working still but I hope that the hospital would just fix it immediately so that I won't get so much setback in my scheduling.

I also went to bed half-starved after I had eaten only a small amount of dinner and I wouldn't even call it dinner because it is just not enough to give me a good nutrition. So I think I might get to eat some breakfast today because my mother always buys some stir-fried noodles in the morning which I eat with a bit of rice then I saw fou hard candies and that I took just to give myself some calories.

My meat daily always consists of a bit of chicken liver and gizzard that is included in the sir-fried noodles if I am lucky. I would like to have some meal replacement milk but it is just not affordable these days as I just have to prioritize my parathyroid medicine and my phosphate binder, these are the times of lean and I have to scrimp my finances because we do not know for hose long the bear market would last.