Dear Diary: I Still Am Feeling Bad About My Guts

Today I am just feeling bloated both with gas and fluids because it is already my peak day, the eve for my dialysis plus I am suffering from a supposed side-effect of consuming a backstrap molasses which is said to really cause a gut issue with regards to my being to bloated right now.

So it is just a bad thing to happen and I thought to stop consuming molasses with my effort to add nutrition to my body. So really, a molasses is one of those now that is a no-no for my daily consumption as it really does make my stool very loose plus this gasses in my gut that makes me feel like I am ready to explode.

It is good that soon I will get dialysis but too bad it won't happen until tomorrow so it is quite a long wait because my schedule is at 2:00 PM or later tomorrow. It is hard to wait with this kind of situation where I am already full of fluids in my body because it just causes breathlessness and discomfort.

Now i am just finding it hard to sleep so I will just have to steem on and convert my misery into productivity by blogging. I might see a downloaded movie to just entertain my poor soul because my back is acting up on me right now and it sucks because it feels like there is a pressure on my back considering that I am lying down on my back.

But I am lying down on my back all day and night which should alleviate the pain but I think that my gas issue is contributing to my discomfort. It is not so pleasant that I want to cry already but crying won't help and I just wished that I could sleep on command because I wanted to escape this situation.