Dear Diary: I Missed Walking

My body is in thinnest and it is proving hard to get into a decent weight especially now that I have a very bad appetite. Even though I have a lighter body weight it feels like I am very heavy with my weak legs particularly with my knees as it seems that they cannot carry me anymore.

Not mentioning the joints in my feet, it is painful to walk now and I am terrified to walk or even try to brave it off. My back is also the number one factor because it would start to get painful too that is why I am just pinned myself to the bed even though the weather is hot and humid and my sheets are already wet with my perspiration I just have to stay in bed.

I am just crazily hoping that one day I can walk still. It is better to hope and then work on it, that is why I am really striving to save some funds which will soon save me from my condition/situation. So cryptos I am praying to move up one day into a better and more comfortable price.

I do not know how this hard fork would turn out for my efforts, I am just forced to give the benefit of the doubt that it will turn out good for the interest of the whole community. Because if it will just benefit the few then my efforts will just get a third harder I think and I hope that I am wrong.