Dear Diary: I Getting Ready For My Dialysis Session And Taking A Bath Is Now A Real Challenge

If life is a battle then I am a soldier sent in a perpetual battle that I will never win. I think myself likened to that because I had been enduring many physical aspect of my situation like in my current condition where a mere taking a bath had become a very tedious task which of course is necessary but it saps my energy if there was anything left there to be sapped.

I could see in the near future where my mother would be the one who will take me to bath as moving around in the bathroom is quite dangerous for me because I just can't carry myself even while standing up is a struggle because of my disability to breathe normally.

I just lament the fact that I am a burden to my parents and now I am at risk of getting a bath with the support of my mother. None in my family deserves all what is happening to me but I am thankful that steemit is helping us and all that washed the worry in my mother's face unlike if there is no steemit friends entered my life.

I know that my life is very prodigal, I had been spending money for my health issues more than what my sister makes a month as a teacher and I spend it to what I needed medically, it is still wasteful because I could have used the money to uplift the lives of my family but it just ends up going to my expenses so somewhat I feel bad about my situation.