Dear Diary: I Am Just Feel Blessed With Not Much Pain Complaints In My Body

I realized that I am not requiring any pain medication anymore unlike in the past months where I have to take some pain medication in order for me to be able to walk to the bathroom without groans, moans, and pain complaints. Although currently I am not able to walk without a mobility aid like crutches and wheelchair because of weakness and pain of walking with my legs and feet.

The hip joint pain, rib pain, and lingering back pains are now almost gone and doesn't bother me much especially my hip joint and rib joints that bothered me for months that caused me a lot of misery although my back has still a bit of pain particularly when I am at dialysis and my blood pressure begins to lower down all sorts of pain appears but after my BP normalized it goes away.

So with these pain alleviated away I am happy because of the experience that I can never forget with the troubles it caused my life.

Now I just have to continue on taking my medication even though it also causes me to have some degree of misery but it also saves me from having pain misery and the doctor said also that I have to take it so that my face would not grow even further, so it is essential for my condition (Leontiasis)

Sometimes I could not believe that I got this kind of brutal illness on top of the other and it seems like a living nightmare. But I am not dreaming and all of this is true and it just needs careful management although the fight is not cheap, it is prodigally expensive.

Now I just have too save my money and avoid needless expenses because I have to prioritize my medical needs. So far I have been winning against my pain issues and I hope that my Leontiasis condition will stop before my face becomes worse that it is now or my bones to continue their generation, may God help me with that.