Dear Diary: Dialysis Time Again And I Do Not Feel Well

Today I think I will be laying down on my back while I travel to dialysis, it is because I have some pain on my back and ribs and it isn't even comfortable lying down. It is also terrifying to sit down in our vehicle because I can feel every bump on the road as my father had already altered the suspension system as well as the seat cushions and made them hard.

I already took some pain medication and I hope that it would ease up some pain. I thought that I would never use them again but I was wrong. The dialysis will make me feel a bit well but I am not excited because I will not be having my favorite food.

My mouth feels terrible and it seems that as weeks passes by my facial disfigurement just keeps on progressing. I pray that God would help me cure this difficult bone disease. It had made dialysis like a chicken feed. I do not complain about dialysis anymore because it is much easier to handle than having a Leontiasis which in itself will cause me a lot of further complications as well as procuring for it expensive medicines. i

So if not from the help and support of steemit community will not be possible for me to buy my nasty expensive Cinacalcet, a drug that is also giving me a very hard time living because of its appetite-altering, taste-perversing after-effects, a bitter pill to take literally because I have no choice, to chose it or to suffer even further and get more complications, it is sad and disheartening. But the fight still continues.