Cheap Cryptocurrency Price Just Affects Me Mentally
The answer to the "When BTC Moon?" is not clear enough as some say it might be some years before it happens again. I do not have the luxury of time with me because every passing time makes me consumed by my own body. I just hope that it is not too late before I can get to my needed Parathyroid surgery because if it would not get resolved I will look into my future as bleak in terms of what would become of me.
Cryptocurrency plays a major role in my life now, I earn it and I depend on it solely through the help of the steem platform where I had found friends that supported me until this time, quite a true friend even though we haven't met or I haven't seen their faces behind those Avatar at least I know that I have gained more friends more than I lost through the course of my life.
I just regret that I wasn't able to nurture my friends which is why they shied-away from me and me from them and I blamme my condition now which I am trying to improve. That is why I am turning day into night and the night into day just for me to be able to earn some money and save it for my supposed surgery that only myself among my family is trying to achieve.
So these current crypto prices is affecting me and I will not use or withdraw until my funds are used-up which again affects me because right now with all these cheap price of steem I do not want to cash out but I will be forced soon maybe a couple of months from now just for me to be able to sustain my medical needs.
My medicines are very expensive which is why I wanted the surgery for my Parathyroid so that at least I would be able to stop in using them and cut my expenses considerably. Maybe I could wait for another 6 months or a year for me to get my surgeries but definitely I will not be the same like today then in that time period because my body is just slowly deteriorating and I needed a fix otherwise I will just suffer more with pain and other risks regarding my weak joints and bones.
I hope crypto prices rise for many reasons, especially for those who really need it. I hope to read that you're on the mend someday, not in pain and moving forward in good health.
Thank you @galenkp, it is just hard when I am the one supporting myself to make things possible but I am trying still if I could get out from these deep mess that I am into.
I wish you all the best with it and hope things begin to improve.
We are waiting for rise together..
But the problem is the more we wait, the further it will be.
It is hard but it is better not to think of it at all.
I read news that rise will start after May 2020, but it can be very slow.
Have you heard about it?
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