Small monk, itchy heart

When I was in high school, I had a watermelon shed in my house.
An acre of land can earn two or three thousand, has been very great, you would think that if a wheat or peanut?
The gross profit is only four hundred or five hundred.
However, in this thing, people do not live there, particularly bored, worse than sauna room, is that people in the shed, inside the station is not straight, must be bent, almost all the time to consume at the top, a wind to look at, not afraid of the raging wind, but the wind spin. As long as the cyclone volume to the greenhouse, greenhouse was instantly seconds.
I was particularly distressed by my parents at that time, and it was a total betrayal of pain.
Blood and sweat.
Watermelon is an economic crop, to pay tax, special tax.
Is it interesting?
The farmer a stomach, to pay grain tax, to pay fees, to pay taxes, so when the new leadership to cancel these, farmers applauded, the slaves sing, not only to cancel these, farm subsidies, and pension insurance, and the orientation of poverty alleviation.
I can't do it.
However, the price of agricultural products is getting lower and lower, and the land is completely unprofitable.
In the 80s and 90s of last century, the peanuts were 2~4 yuan / Jin. Now it's still the price. Do you say you can lose it?
Some people go to our village contracted nearly 200 acres of land, has continued to have invested three million, years of losses, the village people are already waiting to see his lively, I also wrote an article about the land contract is the trend of the future, a group of farmers may understand the boss's heart?
Maybe the boss is for the field?
The boss asked me to go to my parents, my parents sent him away, my parents are afraid of the boss pull me down, because I always want to land complex, when the landlord, also contacted the village leaders get me, but my dad in the middle of the belt, no mess.
Later, we all left the village and did not know what happened.
In the county town, I went close to the agricultural department's friends, and one day, the sister of the agricultural department contacted me and asked me if I was familiar with the land. I see, mama, my village.
I asked, what was it?
She said that it was being transferred, 1 million 700 thousand.
I said, it's expensive.
It has been more than half a year in the past. Some days ago, my sister went to my office to take books. I asked about it again. She said that the other party was calling on the group.
I said, if the 0 price transfer is possible, someone wants to raise the price, no one wants to transfer it, because the land cost is too high, more than 1000 yuan per mu, that land is not worth the money. My father is very familiar with the land of our village. He knows all the land suitable for planting.
The land contract seems to be cooling.
Because, there is no profit point in general.
I asked my sister, do you have any money?
She said few, few.
In the fall, the brother-in-law found me and said that the town was required to engage in a big shed, with indicators, tasks and subsidies.
I asked, how much money do you need?
He said, 20 million.
I said, you'll find me a month later.
He said, yes.
What do I mean?
First, you never took 200 thousand. Can you really manage it? Will I hurt you? Make your heart swollen? Even with the small daughter-in-law in the village.
Second, first months later, are you sure you want to do it?
I told my father.
My father came home to drink wedding, go to my sister's home, both of them scolded: your brother's money is the wind blowing? You have the ability to make a point of your own, do not have the ability to do not toss, you know the shed?
My brother-in-law had two words with my father, meaning: if I could not turn this next year, I would be a bastard.
It's an oath.
Less than a month, my sister found me, meaning not to tell my father.
I said, can be yes, but there is a premise, that is how much you need me to give, a settlement, money can not be given to you, can not? Make a loss, this money should write me a note, otherwise how to explain to my sister? Everyone came to me for money.
Agriculture, two big costs.
Land, artificial.
Labor is the biggest expense.
Really decided to do, my father did not intercept, instead to help do technical guidance, in this way, five shed up, steel structure.
A person does not make money, but also to see the sky.
It is your life that does not take this money.
Built in the greenhouse, with a excavator everywhere, and the brother-in-law of excavator driver at the edge of smoke, cheap, the wildfire, past children love point to wildfire, this season was over the little grass, these two years are not allowed to point, the point is to be detained, mainly anti pollution.
The brother-in-law lit a wildfire for a few days.
He was called out to the police station and said it was to be detained.
I really admire the couple, to get these things, I have found four talents to help out a remark, fined money put.
My father said that the two of them were thin.
My sister is my parents, childhood without parents, my brother grew up without a father, his mother remarried to change the name.
In the shed, it is a loss.
The subsidy is on the one hand.
On the other hand, my father gave my brother-in-law the idea to lend money, which means giving money back to me first. My dad said it very directly: anyway, you didn't plan to repay it.
Anyway, there was a big shed where it was mortgaged, and the big sheds did not go after it, and they were...
Why does my father suggest that?
Because, the heart hurts me.
In rural areas, Piandai is really cheated cheated.
But I don't suggest that you do it well. When you get the harvest, give it back to me in proportion to it, no harm.
Three days ago。
A shed by the wind blown plastic cloth, lift you lift it, help them home to work, the old man was pulling a head of the plastic cloth, the result was the wind up, said that there is a tree so high, fell down.
There is no specific fracture, it is a terrible fall, has been lying in bed Oh oh.
That's the big thing.
My dad called me. I used to pull up my father, hurried back to see the family, paid the wages to the others, gave the 1000 yuan of nutrition cost, and asked the village head to negotiate in the past, meaning whether to go to the hospital for a few days? Don't make it to the village, and the family are present, if the day after say?
The responsibility should be divided first.
According to seniority, I should call this man's four.
I said, four uncle, you can also be a man, fly one time.
He said, grass his mother, this B wind is really big, no wonder that the Tang Monk can run tender.
In fact, there is no hinder.
At the end of the day, I took my father and went around the field and looked at the shed.
My father sighed: they don't understand the shed!
I say, don't understand it, you don't worry about it, I love it.
My father comforted me: you were blind for that money. (lost meaning)
I say, understand.
Is not to lose money, they will not step back to me, because in the eyes of the couple, brother not bad money.
What can I do?
These days, the book sold almost 80%, inventory digestion, immediately entered the 2018, I want to talk to friends with me from the October closing, Liu woman got 300 thousand turnover, for, I tell her about it very clearly, when you are in.
Come in and sit down.
I asked, do you trust me?
She said, you say.
I said, I will not give you the details, tell you a number, this batch of books can theoretically make a 20 million, but the middle decision for my mistake, there are some uncontrollable human factors, so far only 60 thousand yuan of profits, this is my estimates. So, we each 30 thousand.
She said, "give me 20 thousand, and the rest to buy a toy for my nephew."
I said, I said to you 30 thousand to give you 30 thousand, so that I will give you 330 thousand in the morning.
She said, well, that's all right.
I said, in this economic environment, nothing to make money, you should be glad I do not run.
She said, you run the road and I recognize it, really.
I said, the more I trust, I should be more responsible, in fact everyone wants to be, sometimes cannot afford the responsibility, no way, powerless.
She said, it makes sense, at least it's still there.
I said, "next time you need money, I'll call you again."
She said, "OK."
In fact, she is also at great risk, what are not, let alone write a note to her, I even didn't ask her to eat, even from the money to me, we even have not seen, I was also very stubborn, as she did not dare to ask, afraid of me angry.
The heart must also whisper, not to him, he may be angry, give it to him, maybe a boondoggle.
Haha...
Leaving, I also made up a knife: in fact, I do not need this 300 thousand, at that time the original intention was to pull you to do something, I do not do this money. (vanity)
She laughed and said, I know.
So, women don't worship a man, because once you worship him, to him, you are the ATM, in his brainchild, may borrow 300 thousand back to you in 330 thousand, he stumbled, may 300 thousand will give you 30 thousand.
Of course, this money in her eyes, not called money, at least not called big money.
Here we have a teacher, is my sister, was first admitted to the graduate students, these years of work, she continued to save the about 200000, she also no big expense, also made the micro business, every year can save seventy thousand or eighty thousand dollars, 200 thousand to me, let me help her keep, to finance, not to save money, I wrote a note to her, she didn't want to write, I said this is in case I have what accident, you take the money to find sister-in-law certificate.
I helped set the Nasdaq, currently close to 20 points.
At the end of the year, I also plan to her, because tomorrow there are too many uncertainties, afraid to live up to the others, and will lead to a chain reaction, even miss put money here, I don't think, think that I don't think she is dirty money, I wrote a northeast girl, as a technician in Shanghai also readers, people earn about 1000000 a year, the absolute size, I interviewed her a question, one day really can take ten or twenty?
She said, she was afraid to encounter a severe, encountered one is lost, and can not do.
Yesterday, a reader asked me: you are not a stock or bitcoin lost a lot of money?
I asked, why do you think so?
She said, "nothing, what to write".
I said, you are too accurate to judge.
Don't lose lose, but earn, there should be about 600 thousand of the profits this year, I have no specific statistics, this is the place I feel afraid, is too smooth, expands my heart, I will put to lose, but I have a good point where is my every day fixed time to reflect on their own, I have been aware of these, nature will actively reconciliation.
You see, these girls put the money on me here. It really doesn't like it. Do you say I want it or not? It doesn't make any difference to me, because they won't bring it up and will keep it here for 35 years, even if they really do not.
It will give birth to my desire.
Desire will bring disaster to me.
There are two kinds of people who are calm and calm.
One kind is the ordinary person who has never experienced the wind and waves.
A class is over, experienced strong wind and big waves.
For example, you are first love with your wife, each other is the only one, your life is always very quiet, you firmly believe that your wife loves you only.
The calmness is false calm.
Once the temptation comes, you or your daughter-in-law will run fast.
For example, a small monk, grown up in a monastery, was soaked in the Buddhist law from an early age and knew the lust was bad, but when a man came to a young man, once she met a woman? Buddha Dharma? Practice? Desire? Love?
Can his practice harness his love of love?
For example, the young monk saw the female householder chest, want to touch it?
There is a film, very, very beautiful, I think the best Buddhist movies, no one, very few dialogue, few characters, content is greater than the form.
This film is called "spring, summer, autumn, winter and spring"
Genius director, perfect.
The little monk adult, fell in love with a female scholar, two people in the temple next to lovemaking, ass white, must look at the full version, this is actually about a reincarnation.
The first sex of a man is evil. Life comes with the original sin. The process is mostly applied to sin - Sin - boomerang epiphany transmigration.
The only reason people do not obey, to experience the endless sea of tribulations just repent and be saved.
Everything is nothing but a cycle of cause and effect in the early prophecy of Buddha.
The vast majority of people, in fact, are fake and calm. Just like the monk in the monastery, they have never been tempted. If you want to think so, your daughter-in-law suddenly becomes a star. You can feel that she will still love you and die for love.
In October, we went to Xuzhou to play games, and the exchange between the clubs.
We are very close to Xuzhou.
They play with us play there is a pretty big difference, our side is to play golf, pays attention to the speed and strength, their side is focused on time and space, mainly to low ball.
They watched us play, and we felt we were barbarians.
We watch them play, it feels too slow.
I love the way they play very much, this is a play with my mind, but it is not easy to be injured, ornamental has high technical content, than the error rate, it is like playing with high technology, love short pass, bad love kicks.
First, I decided to play doubles, just a small Wei to the northeast on a business trip, I'll change it for playing doubles, with a big sister partner, the sister played well, the initiative is also high, but this is also the shortcomings, is not belong to her and she will grab the ball, this will lead to me passive, I judge my ball, I ran up to the place, she also rob in the past, so we both lost their defense, and she is very awkward position, the ball quality is not high, was a smash.
Played a total of four games, lost two.
She may also feel stuck, after all, before playing very good, understand is too weak, my heart whispered: Mom, this is your game, Lin Dan is also no good, you don't have a partner, only their eyes, the most important thing is to remember playing doubles, you have a partner.
And I also have my position, is the midfield standard, is her serve, I stood behind her half meters, so the entire midfield, and on both sides of the ball I backcourt frontcourt can tube, she only need to be responsible for body before you can, all the rest I can give to you. To look at the Shenzhen, doubles is this stance, otherwise people hit two people at the waist, not saved.
And how do we stand in our local doubles? A former, one later, the latter is in the bottom line position, anti high ball, the locals like to play high ball, but the real doubles are seldom high ball, unless forced.
I'm not afraid of the backcourt in the midfield because I'm fast, and I have the ability to jump and take a step back to the bottom line.
It's very awkward to cooperate with her.
At that time, I did not look at her, is she not choose me, regret it?
Local television stations to find video, two assembly appearance, is the exhibition, I and the other with high horse Gang, a gang, There is no story without coincidences.
I told the other girl's clothes is the same color, big burly men is the same color with each other.
So we changed our partner.
A completely different feeling, this girl can't play ball in the backcourt, only BLOCKOUTS enough, we do a simple exchange, I gave her a designated area of responsibility, told two:
First, the shoulder ball is not connected.
Second, hit the ball behind the elder sister.
The girl's upper body is very thin, very slim, and a little butt.
I told her playing opponent is the most appropriate, she is good at lob, I am good at killing the ball, and I kill the position is behind her, her habit will go to rob, so they went to grab.
In two consecutive games, we all control the two of them only 10.
After the end, hold the hug.
The clothes are all wet.
I asked this temporary partner, is that your husband?
She said, "no, that's your wife?"
I said, my aunt.
She burst into laughter.
She said, you Shandong women are all strong.
I said she was still slim, and all of us were able to lift the mill.
I asked her to have a WeChat.
She doesn't give it, which means she doesn't like to make friends.
The man is very interesting, especially like me greaseball, really met rascal, but really not interested, I can attract some kind of mystery play, may be installed, that may be true, there is a little lonely girl, stimulate your desire to explore, not necessarily global people.
How did the heroine be deceived by the heroine in the best bid? It was the woman's autism, which inspired his salvation.
Ruanmoyingpao, plus.
Later, we came back, and had no contact. If we could not see it, it would not be deliberate. And I was surrounded by the whole day.
One day, she suddenly asked me on WeChat, "are you Vespa?" (one of her idols is Miller, a small meat actor, and the name of micro-blog is called Miller on Vespa).
I said, yes.
She said, I like motorcycles, too.
I said, I can give it to you.
She said, no, no.
I asked, can I go to you?
She said, "no," she said.
I asked, why?
She said, "maybe a lot of people want to see you, but I don't want it, not for you, but I don't like to deal with people."
I said, you don't think of me as a person.
She said, you can see the heart of others, I do not like such people, because there is no privacy in front of you.
I asked, how do you know?
She says, intuition.
For a long time, she will be attracted by mystique that I created. My friends circle seems to be a very casual ornament, but it is actually creating a black hole, which is unfathomable. For example, I seldom get a car, but I have different cars from Monday to Sunday, sometimes cars and sometimes locomotives.
For example, the stock industry, a lot of God, if asked people, Xu Xiang is severe or Ding Yuanying fierce?
It must be Ding Yuanying.
Because, he can't see, can't touch.
The mystery will give a person blessing on the mysterious aura, such as Guan Yu bad or Liu Hailong? I believe in the ring, Guan Yu can not hold 30 seconds.
But, Guan Yu is more serious in our mind.
I went to Xuzhou.
She drew pictures, painted walls, and made some basic oil paintings, and said plainly, that is, oil paintings that could be hung in home decoration. I went for a stroll, and she asked me to pick one.
I said, these pictures in my eyes, can light a fire.
She said it was for home wear.
I say, I know, it looks sweet, blooming the riches and riches.
Her office wall hangs a picture of the word, I stared for a moment, no inscription.
She asked, how did it feel?
I say, women write, age not more than 30 years old.
She said, this is my debut.
I said, that's good.
She said, make a suggestion.
I say, it's not right, because I'm only a man of sarcasm, blow, and sarcasm.
She said, but it doesn't hurt.
I said, poor basic skills, there is lack of a sense of hierarchy, shape, no God, should not practice from the script, did not go, run directly.
She said, "too B, the same as my tutor said."
I said, I was lucky.
The small business did a good job, added it to her, and opened a MINI CLUBMAN.
She asked me, do you like MINI?
I said, yes, but I like the JCW in MINI, and few people know this series of cars, a bit like the M in BMW and the AMG in the Mercedes.
She asked, was it open?
I said, my girlfriends generally open MINI, and I bought one for my daughter-in-law, and later she liked GOLF more, because GOLF was a little comfortable.
She asked, why did you choose me?
I say, your ass is sexy.
She asked, are you talking to people so directly?
I say, euphemism is too hypocritical, you don't let me tell the truth?
She asked, you are so color, your wife knows?
I say, I know.
She asked, not angry?
I say, there is no matter, my daughter-in-law is a high man, has been divorced from the secular, secular entangled things, in her eyes do not call.
Women who often exercise are hard to get down.
How to put it?
All of you from the laona.
All you give I.
Satiated, dazhebaoge, talk about the oil market, her meaning is to collect some a little bit level, because there are often customers are looking for......
I said, your position is very accurate. All the words and paintings will be done at two ends, either top-level or hanging up, decorated and not done in the middle.
This is the same as our signature book.
Or we won the Mao Dun prize for literature. We can easily touch a writer. It's famous throughout the country. For example, the whole Shandong can be shouted by all of you. There are more than two writers, one is Mo Yan, the other is Zhang Wei.
This kind belongs to the hard currency, which belongs to the top goods.
Either we do low-end, pure is the rub of fame, such as ice, Guo Jingming, we also know that no collection value, but the market recognized enough.
Can a writer in the middle do it? For example, XX, the president of the writers.
It can't be done because the cost of popular science is too high.
It's too difficult for you to let others know about this person, though it's already a well-known writer in a small range.
Oil painting is only suitable for low end, that is decorative painting. For example, oil painting village is directly produced by mass production. The line is drawn by one person, and these paintings are exported to foreigners.
What about the high end of the oil painting?
For example, Wang Zhongjun, Feng Xiaogang, Wang Jianlin are all collecting this kind of oil painting, one of the top, domestic, and more than 30 million.
It's not our common people who can play.
So, your collection of these, in fact, is meaningless, now will not appreciate, the future will not.
Unless?
You choose some cool doors and have potential in the future. For example, I choose watercolors, small fields, small investments, and can catch the big guys in the industry at the same time. The price is not exaggerated. 200 thousand is heaven.
What's more, I don't collect big pictures, they are all small.
We do a signed book experience is that as long as Mo Yan's signature on the line, which is not the book, painting too, such as a large auction may be 200 thousand, but I got small perhaps only 2000 yuan, 10 thousand yuan to sell me, we all feel good cheap, but also foreign speaking, my family has a painting by XX.
She seemed to understand.
I came back from Xuzhou.
The two of us have changed.
I almost didn't speak to her, she does, one day be able to send me on a thousand words, I am afraid of her cold, looking through the evening chats, I back a few words: good, good, can.
No wonder?
Last night, was it true that Yue Yunpeng was going to spend the night with a beautiful woman?
I said, it's really a fake.
She asked, how long do you think he's going to be red?
I said, to see if he can put his bottom up he has a deadly short board with Xiao Shenyang, the lack of a script is good at performing background, but the script, if not, became a repeater, Guo Degang is actually the creation, Guo Degang's writing class, first-class imagination, logical first, if not the comic, is also a writer, this point, small Yue Yue is too far away from the master, small Yue Yue alone, Guo Qilin may not be able to inherit this unique Guo Degang, comic art form is outdated? No, it's the script.
She said, you said that, you suddenly feel very sad.
I said, no, it killed Xia Minghan, and later.
She said, these days, my brain is very messy, full of mind is you.
I said, I'm also, when I was with you, I didn't think of anyone else.