disoriented as my life / 迷失了自己的生活

disoriented as my life

@mariannewest hosted an event
Day 766: 5 Minute Freewrite: disoriented
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theme is "disoriented"

Getting older,
For life,
disoriented,
I don't know how long I can live,
I am afraid that I may not see the sun of tomorrow,
Sitting on the balcony today, thinking that grandchildren will suddenly appear,
Today in the garden, thinking of the children coming to plant flowers together,
Before going to bed the day before yesterday, thinking that my wife would sleep beside me again,
Every day, some thoughts suddenly pop up,
Fleeting,
I lost myself,
Lost direction,
disoriented,
My life lost enthusiasm.

迷失了自己的生活

@mariannewest主持了一个活动
766天：5分钟自由写作：迷失方向
https://steemit.com/freewrite/@mariannewest/day-766-5-minute-freewrite-monday-prompt-disdirection
主题是“迷失方向”

年纪大了，
我对于生活
迷失方向
我不知道我还能够活多久，
我怕也许看不到明天的太阳，
今天坐在阳台上，想着孙子们会忽然出现，
今天在花园里，想到孩子们会来一起种花，
前天在睡前，想着老伴会又睡在我的身旁，
每天都会忽然冒出一些念头，
昙花一现，
我迷失了自己，
迷失了方向，
对于生活，
失去了热情。