When you can't go further, keep going.

I am a law of attractionist. I know that the universe operstes vibrationally and lovingly for us. It is an inclusive based universe and it has so much love for us that it bursts in joy and expansion to yeild to us our every whim and desire. Recently I've set out on a weight loss endeavor as I have a strong dislike for the world journey. This is not a journey it is my here and now my moment into my expansive next moment and how I personally tweak it to serve me. This endeavor has had steps and preparation leading up to it. By prepetation I mean five years of practicing the law of attraction, so much so that I now need my inside to match my outside. This will be my proop in the proverbial pudding for me, my icing on the cake. Three months ago a good, good friend of mine asked if I would be interested in taking some health products she sells to feel better and get my energy level up. I agreed in the moment because I had the previous week made a ptomise to myself to say yes to things. This was my first yes. I took them for a month and was feeling a shift in energy and better overall. The same friend then asked me to move cities try a new job for thd summer and save to travel and live with her and her boyfriend who'd be a heslthy influence to bd around. They are both super fit and live very healthy lifestyles. My second yes ensued. I worked long and hot hours on s patio all summer serving happy customers and it was gredt. I saved and saved and could nig have accomplished the hours and shifts i did had i not been taking the products and supplement system I was on. I truly believe they saved me as the summer job was an eye opener to the weighg I was carrying and how out of shape i really was.
The plan started to unfold when one morning a friend emailed my friend offering a house in Maui and to dog sit. It would be very affordable and a super cheap flight as well. This was my third yes the universe lined it up better than I could have ever imagined. Hawaii for a month, sunshine, water, ocean, house, five minute walk to the beach all just waiting for me. I was so excited and made the plan in my mind to use the month for the first month in mg four month transformation challenge( I generally don't use the word challenge but the health company I buy the products from does use it) I prefer exciting four months or my self evolution four months. The point is I'm here it has started tomorrow is my first week completed. It has been interesting so much resistance showed up for me. My good friend is here cheering me on leading us to fitness and exercise daily and I'm really hating it fighting every second of it. Maybe not every second but the majority for sure. Today I can barfly walk as last night we ran and did a little circuit training, at least I didn't cry like the last two times. But why am I feeling badly, why the resistance the contrast? The answer is because it serves the same as every little single detail of our lives serves us. The contrast in thd crying during those other workouts is that last night I didnt cry , last night i just did what my friend guided me to do during the workout with a few moans and groans. But I felt a small little shift. Which is exactly why I am here and what I truly desire for the universe to bring to me. Healthy lifestyle, good feeling physical form, movement and high energy, feeling light, feeling frisky, feeling good, releasing the weight, sunshine, good water, more self love, more joy, more inner peace and knowingness, more potentiality of my highest truths and wisdom, more trust, more freedom, more excitement and more ever evolving self realization. The law of attraction has taught me so much and this is just the beginning. I am here to teach myself that my focus is mh freedom what I pay attention to expands, the universe does not understand 'no' it is inclusive so no is yes and yes is yes. You can't complain and cry and shout at life and not expect more. Thats how it works you need to stop and reflect and rest and reset. Before the 'no's' you are saying or uttering or crying gain momentum.
This morning my legs were like bricks very heavy and I'm pretty sure that they have never felt this way. The last thing I wsnted to do was move but because I felt that tiny little shift last night I decided moving was exactly what I needed to do. Change my focus, take myself and love myself and move my body and feel the discomfort and self sooth it and nurture it. Change my focus from the pain to the appreciation, from the complaints in my mind to going out to walk and ignoring them. Shifting my awareness ever onward and upward. This is my truth I am here for a month, I am committed to the universe and I learning and evolving together. Taking the challenge I've signed up for as a fun thing to work on and do and complete. I will how can I not when the entireuniverse wants it for me.
Aloha from Maui
Caity and the Universe
XO