Memories that Leave Sadness

Dear Steemians

If I'm still alone
Still just writing sad poems and you accidentally read
If I still scratch the darkness of my life before your eyes
Not that I'm weak
Not that I still want you
Don't fight like you know everything
Know how tight the load is on my chest
I could cry because I saw a neighbor's cat die
I can hate my hatred when I accidentally eat raw onions
I can be angry because my brother brought my writing instruments
And I could only be heartbroken because my favorite Korean actor married someone else
I can feel all that
Not everything I wrote was only about you
All about you
Not...
It's no use for me
While you are happy without even asking how I am

I bury all our memories
Even though I know, nobody can forget the bitter memories of his life
But my power is limited to that
Try life many times like an ordinary person
Feel little things that are not much
I do it all so that no one thinks I'm stupid for missing you
I keep everything just in my heart
I did not at all describe this bitterness in a story
So please...
Don't feel great for making me like this
Don't ever feel the best in my heart while you don't choose to live in it

#In Memories

Thank you